SoulMate?

Chapter 8

To The Park We Go!               

Lauren's POV

I'm still at the rooftop with Camila but she's asleep and I don't know what to do about her. I sigh deciding I could just sleep here too. I don't want her to fall off the roof anyway. I'm not up to that..

I lay down beside her looking at her sleeping form. She's snoring lightly making me chuckle. The way she think and the way she love that girl make me envy that girl already.

I don't know but I just want to feel how is it to be loved by Camila Cabello. Sure I have a girlfriend but she's always busy with their business here and.. Im not into cheating. But thinking that Camila will love me makes butterfly at my stomach.

The way she said those words at the girl with adore in her eyes was amazing. The way she wait for her , the way she regret not saying her feelings at the girl makes me envy more. But why tho? I couldn't like Camila right?! I have a girlfriend!!

"What are you doing at me Camila.." I whispered brushing some strands of hair out of her face. "I can't like you right? You have someone already.. what he's name again?.. Sean? Shower? Summer?... tsk whatever.." I sigh then froze when Camila stirs. Oh shoot!

"C-Cold.."she breath out so I panic and sit up in the record time then ripped off my leather jacket and use it as a blanket on her, she sigh then went to sleep again.

"God! I thought I woke you.." I whispered then lay again on her side. I sigh looking at her beautiful face.., she scrunch her nose making me giggle. "Cute.." wait what?! What the fuck Lauren?! She's just so cute doing that! It's not my fault!

I run my fingers through my hair frustratedly. This is so wrong Lauren! But yet so right.. I sigh locking my eyes on the stars instead of the sleeping beauty right beside me. I can do this.. I can ignore her ... yeah I can..

I keep my eyes locked on the stars counting it to sleep. But it seems like I cant sleep! Arghh! Maybe if I start counting again I could sleep? Yeah maybe.. I sigh then start counting the stars again but slower this time.

"One star.. two star.. three star.. four star... five star.. si--WHAT THE..!" My breath hitch when browned eyed beauty  suddenly snuggle at me. What the fuck Cabello!!

I tense up when my jacket fall off her body. She lay her head on my chest and wrap her arms around my stomach. I wiggle out of her grip but she just whine holding me tighter. I frowned. Damn it! Cabello get off me!!!

I try again but she whined and buried her head on the crook of my neck. I tense up feeling her warm breath at my neck, shoot a shiver down my spine. Damn it!!! I held her hand that wraps around me and pull it off but I froze when I heard some sniffling. What the hell?! Who's crying?! There's no ghost in here right?!

I look around until I feel something wet on my neck, I sigh then look at Camila. It's her all along.. damn my paranoid mind..

"D-Dont..go.." My heart brokes hearing those words from her. It's was like it's stabbing me alive and I feel guilty for unknown reason. I sigh defeatedly, and relax my body on hers instead. She's crying because she thought I would go?? Tsh.. impossible..

I lay my body on the roof and extend my arm to get my jacket and use it as our blanket. Or mostly Camila's blanket.. I feel something wet on my neck then sigh thinking it's her tears flowing again. I wrap my arm around her waist pulling her close thinking it would calm her. And it did! Thank God..

"Don't cry.. I won't go.. shhhh" I murmured trying to calm her more. After some minutes I feel her breathing softly at my neck meaning she's asleep already. I sigh in relief looking at her  "Good night Camila.." i breath out kissing her temple. I don't even know why I did it but... whatever..