Having my Ex- Boyfriend Dads baby

Chapter 13

Chloe POV

I was so pissed and moody after everything that had happened with William that for the past 2 weeks I had been in my own little world. Ignoring any type of communication coming my way from either Cole or his dad. I just didn’t have it in me to deal with all that bullshit right now. With finals coming up and work I just have to worry about me for now. I have to make sure I am mentally and physically alright with myself before I move on to worry about them. 

Today was the day I had an ultrasound to see how my child is growing. In all honesty I am scared shitless right now. What if something is wrong with my baby. What if I am a terrible mother. Here I go again with the damn What if’s sighing to myself I did was that the doctor instructed and stripped down naked and put on a grown. She was going to check my pelvis to make sure the baby little penthouse was going ok and nothing was going wrong all up in there. Next she had to feel around my breast to make sure there weren't any lumps. And finally she placed that cold gel on my slightly little baby bump.

She noticed that I was nervous and I am thankful that she started having small talk with me. It was a good distraction. 

“So how is life going with you Chloe?”

“Good. I have finals to study for and work has been amazing. Everyone there is like a second family to me and help me with anything that I need.”

“That is great. In a time like this, it is good to have the support of others. I am a strong believer in that saying “It takes a village to raise a child.” I just nod at her in agreement.”And the father would he be around?” 

“At the moment I am not sure. I am letting it play out.” Now it was her turn to nod in agreement. 

“And there is the baby. And that right there is the heartbeat.” She moved the monitor for me to see and It honestly took my breath away. I mean I knew I was having a child, took the test and went to the doctors to confirm it and all but to actually see my baby in person and hear it’s heartbeat something else entirely different. 

At that very moment I had decided to put my pride aside and let William in. Who am I other than the baby’s mother to keep their father away from them. He should be here with me to enjoy the little moments like this. 

“Would you like to know the sex.”

“Isn’t it too soon?”

“Not with today’s technology. We can know up to 8-12 weeks.” I nod my head at her. “Looks like you are having a baby girl congratulations. Go ahead and wipe that off and I’ll make you copies of the pictures and send you on your way.” I thanked her and did as I was told. I couldn’t stop staring at the pictures once she handed them to me. There was one when it looked like she was waving at us. Next was one of her feet, her face, and last she graced us with her little booty and her hoo-ha. Yup she is most definitely my child. 

Even at home I couldn’t help but continue to stare at the picture. I’ve decided to write William a letter adding the picture to the envelope with the baby’s and I heath progress and made my way to his work. I knew if I were to see him right this second that instead of talking more than likely we would be fucking so I handed the envelope to his securitery she remembered me from last time and I just told her I’m returning the paper work already signed by my professor for Dr. William to finalize anything else that was needed. She bought the excuse and made her way to his office right away. She left and I took that moment to leave, to prepare myself emotionally for when William comes over for our date. 

Today was the day of our date and I was nervous. I have no reason to be nervous but I guess at the thought that this is the first time I would be seeing him since the announcement has my nerves on the edge. Since I have been too exhausted lately I opted out to cook dinner for us and just ordered some Chinese food instead. Setting the table up and getting some plates for us, I heard a knock on the door. And shit once I opened it of course I expected William but what I didn’t expect was Cole standing right next to him. 

I looked at William and he had this sheepish look on his face and started rubbing the back of his neck. I looked at Cole and he was just staring at my stomach. I just wordlessly moved to the side and they both walked into my place.

“Sorry he asked where I was going and I promised to be honest to him since the news of the baby coming. He insisted on coming to clear the air.” William whispered to me as he walked in.  Cole just walked around my apartment like he is seeing for the first time and I guess he really is now that I think of it. He stopped in front of my fireplace where I have pictures of him and I throughout the years together from when we were children to a few weeks ago and we had a game night. There was also a picture of William and I. I was on his back and he turned his neck to look at me and we were both smiling at eachother. I had someone stop to take a picture of us. I figured I needed one of him so It wasn’t just Cole and I there. 

“I can’t believe you kept them all.” I walked up to him until we were standing side by side. 

“Of course I would. You're my best friend Cole. Always have been and always will be. I am sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. I guess I was being selfish and didn’t want to lose you in the process. I love you Cole and please please don’t be mad at me or your dad. I want you in my life and your baby sister's life.” He looked at me and then my stomach. 

“I’m having a baby sister.” I looked at William

“Sorry must have slipped my mind.” He just shrugged.

“Asshole.” I muttered under my breath causing Cole to laugh. 

“I’m not going to lie and say this isn’t weird but I love you to Chloe and I see how happy you guys are together and It would be wrong of me to get in the way and to make my dad choose. I just have to get used to the idea is all. Plus I have to make sure my baby sister is safe from any boys that dare come near her.”

“You and me both son.” William agreed. 

“Just when and if you guys decide to get married I am NOT calling you mom.”

“Won’t be the first time.” I muttered to myself and of course William didn’t hear but Cole did and boy did that bring back memories. Ok yeah it's going to be weird and take some time getting us to but we can get through this. Hey we went through a dam break up and we are still closer than ever as friends. 

He leaned closer. “A: that was just weird and B: that's different.” I couldn’t help but laugh. Fuck what would I do with out my best friend.