Marvel Women Preferences

What They Would Do If They Found Out You Self Harmed

T.W: blood, cutting, razor blades

Natasha Romanoff: Me and Nat were walking around a outdoor mall. As we were walking I was swinging my arm and the sweatshirt that I was wearing got caught on the scars on my arm. I stopped walking and bit my fingernail trying not to show that I was in pain. Nat turned to me and said "Are you okay?" I nodded and shook my arm out while pulling the jacket away from my arm. I walked up to her and grabbed her hand. She rolled up my sleeve and looked down at my arm. I turned away and she said "Oh Y/N." I looked at her with tears in my eyes and she pulled me in for a hug. I grabbed onto her shirt and she started whispering small calming sentences in my ear. I pulled away form the hug after a while and said "I'm sorry for crying on your shirt." She smiled and said "It's okay. You no if you feel the need to hurt yourself you can call me?" I nodded and said "Yeah I know." She smiled and kissed me then grabbed my hand and we started walking again. 

Wanda Maximoff: I was in my bathroom in my bedroom of the avengers tower. I was looking down at the sink that had blood in it. The blood was dripping from the fresh cuts on my arm. I was about to make another cut when I heard a knock on the door and Wanda say "Hey Y/N." I stayed silent hoping she would go away thinking I wasn't in there. I sighed when I heard her say "I know you're in there it's the only place I haven't looked for you." I went to lock the door, but she opened it. I looked up at her and she looked down at my wrist and said "Oh my god Y/N." She shut the door and walked over to me. She picked me up and put me on the counter of the sink and grabbed a washcloth and ran it under the water quickly. She went to grab my arm but I pulled it away. She put her hand on my cheek and said "Please baby I just want to clean it for you." I nodded and let her grab my hand. She ringed out the washcloth then started cleaning the cuts. I flinched because it stung she looked at me and kissed me quickly. When she pulled away from the kiss she pressed the washcloth on my arm and grabbed my other hand pressing it down on the washcloth. She looked at me and said "Hold this on there. I'll be back in a minute." I nodded and she walked out of the bathroom. She came back a few minutes later later with some gauze pads, sports tape, and antibiotic gel. She walked over to me and put the things on the counter. She opened a gauze pad and the tube of antibiotic gel and put some on the gauze pad. She put the gauze on the cuts and grabbed the sports tape ripping some pieces off and taping down the gauze. When she was done she put her hand on my cheek and rested her forehead on mine. I closed my eyes and said "I'm sorry." She kissed me and said "You don't have to be sorry it's not your fault that you feel the need to do this, but if you ever feel like this again come find me because I always have time for you no matter what." When she said this I started crying and she moved her hands and wiped my tears. I leaned in and and kissed her wrapping my arms around her neck pulling her closer. When I pulled away from the kiss I said "Thanks Wanda. I love you." She smiled and said "I love you too Y/N. Now wanna go cuddle." I nodded and said "Yeah, but can you carry me." She laughed and nodded and I smiled and wrapped my arms around her neck and my legs around her waist as she picked me up and carried me out of the bathroom and to my bed. She laid us down so she was on the bed and I was laying next to her. 

Maria Hill: I was sitting next to Maria during a meeting with Fury and some other agents. She was holding my hand. As she was holding my hand the sleeve on my shirt rolled up. I didn't want Maria to see the scars on my wrist so I went to the sleeve down. As I was about to roll the sleeve down Maria looked down and saw the cuts. She gasped and looked at m and whispered "Y/N why did you do that?" I was about to whisper back when Fury said "Agent Hill agent Y/l/N are you guys paying attention?" We both looked at him and said "No sir. Sorry sir." He nodded and said "Okay well at least you're honest." He turned back to the other agents and Maria turned to me and whispered "We'll talk about this after the meeting." I nodded and turned my attention to Fury. After the meeting me and Maria walked to her office. When we got to her office I sat  on the chair in front of her desk and she kneeled on the ground next to me and said "Why Y/N." I looked down at my hands and said "I don't know. I felt numb and unloved so I did this." She put her hand on my cheek and move my head so I was looking at her and said "I love you and if you told me you felt this way I would have found some way to make you feel better because I don't no what I would do without you in my life." I smiled and started tearing up. I moved of the chair so I was kneeling next to her and she put her hands on my cheek and I leaned in kissing her. 

Carol Danvers: I was at Carol's house for her to get home from the grocery store. I was sitting at her kitchen island looking at the thing of knifes. I wanted to grab one of the knifes and drag it across my arm creating a new set of cuts with the old set of cuts. So I did I grabbed one of the knifes from the knife block and dragged it across my arm letting the blood drip onto the counter. I looked down at the counter and cursed knowing Carol would be home soon. I put the knife on the counter and got up to find a towel to clean the blood up with. When I got back with the towel I saw Carol looking own at the blood on the counter with a concerned face. I walked over to the counter and said "Hey Carol." She looked up at me and said "Hey Y/N what happened?" I looked up at her and said "I think I made a mistake." She looked at me and said "What mistake?" I put the towel down on the counter and turned my arm to her. She looked down at it and said "Oh why?" I took a deep breath and said "I don't know. It felt right in the moment and it was something I had done before so I thought why not." She nodded and said "Okay. It's okay let's get you cleaned up then I'll clean the counter." I nodded and she grabbed my hand and we walked to the bathroom to clean my cuts. 

Pepper Potts: I was dancing around in my room in the stark tower and as I was dancing I accidentally scratched my arm where a cut was from me self-harming and it made the cut which was a day old start bleeding again. I cursed and walked out of the room and towards the kitchen. When I got to the kitchen I walked over to the sink and ran my arm under the water for a second. After I ran it under the water I turned around to get a towel to put on it and Pepper was standing there. I jumped and said "Jesus Pepper you scared me." She smiled slightly and said "I'm sorry Y/N." She looked down at my hand and said "What happened?" I looked away and grabbed a paper towel and put it on my arm and said "I accidentally opened a cut on my arm. Nothing to worry about." She walked to me and turned me around and said "That's a big deal Y/N. How long ago did you make the cut?" I looked down at my feet and said "Yesterday. It doesn't matter because I don't matter." She put her hand on my cheek and said "Of course you matter. What would make you think other wise?" I frowned and said "I don't know." She frowned and said "You matter Y/N no matter what you think. You matter to me and you matter to Tony he loves you. You're the only family he has left and I'm he would do anything to help you get past this. He talks about you like you are the best thing in his life. I won't tell him about this, but you should." I nodded and said "Thank you Pepper." She smiled and said "You don't have to thank me I would do anything to make you feel better about yourself." I smiled and leaned up and kissed her quickly. I pulled away from the kiss and said "I'll be back." Than I ran towards the bathroom and got a band-aid and put it on my cut. Than I ran back to Pepper. 

Agatha Harkness: I was laying on Agatha's couch. She was in the kitchen making lunch. I was playing with the scars on my arm gently running my fingers over them. I jumped when I heard Agatha say "Why did you hurt yourself Y/N?" I turned to look at her and said "Oh um I was at a low point I didn't think there was anything else to do then I meet you and I had someone I could talk to even if you didn't like me at first." She smiled and said "I liked you, but I wasn't sure if I could trust you." I smiled and said "Come sit." She smiled and sat next to me with a plate with two sandwiches on it. I smiled at her and she kissed me and said "Do you want to watch a movie?" I nodded and she grabbed the remote and played a movie. 

Hela: I was sitting on the bathroom floor with a razor blade. There was blood dripping from my arm and onto the floor. I was going to make another cut when I heard a knock on the door I jumped and cursed slightly. I dropped the razor blade on the floor and heard the door open.  I looked up and saw Hela staring at me in shock. She walked over to me and sat next to me. I looked down at the ground and she put her hand on my chin and tilted my head towards hers and kissed me. When I pulled away from the kiss I rested my forehead on hers and said "I'm sorry." She put her hand on my cheek and said "It's okay sweet girl. I don't know why you wanted to do this and I don't care because I love you and I want to help you." I smiled and said "I want help. I love you." She smiled and said "I love you too. Let's get those cuts cleaned up." I nodded and she helped me up and over to the sink to wash the cuts.