we got to the car then jake looked at me and said" what were you thinking i saw him the whole night with another girl, I thought you were smarter than this"
" i don't know what's wrong with me, and why do i let him treat me this way" i can feel tears started to form in my eyes so he hugged me and said " don't cry he's not worth it, i'm sorry if i was harsh on you"
"don't apologize i know you're just looking out for me"
"c'mon we'll go get ice cream to sheer you up"
"yasss i love it, I'm going to get fat but fuck it"
we ate ice cream and drove around for a bit it's really late so everything is closed no lights all we could see the stars we picked a spot with a nice view, so we sat there and just talked it felt really nice then i teased him" if it wasn't for meyou would have been having sex right now."
"this is better then sex." then he burst out laughing " who am i kidding, you ruined my one night stand you have to set me up with a hot girl."
"you know i don't have any friends right"
"oh that's true"
the next day i kept debating whether i should go to work or not because i'll have to see jungkook
of course i told jake I don't have any self-control so he gave me a prep talk
"don't stay alone, don't let him get close i'll give you the pepper spray, and if he try something call me"
i went ot work everything is normal so far he came to work on the studio, he took the photos and flirting around with the models he didn't even acknowledge me.
i kept telling myself this is what i wanted right, he's not bothering me anymore but why i'm feeling this way like something heavy in my chest.
then taehyung texted me asking when I'm finishing work.
when we're done everyone got out and planning on going to get dinner. as we were going out I found taehyung waiting outside
I'm so glad to see him I went straight to hug him then I said" what are you doing here"
"I wanted to surprise you I'm taking you out"
then jungkook came behind me and greeted taehyung
" I didn't know you two work together"
jungkook answered" she didn't tell you."
" I don't think you're important enough for me to mention you."
jungkook teased "back with the bitchy attitude, we're off work you can slow down with the boss mode."
I said " shall we, we would have invited you but it's more of a date unless you're okay with third wheeling."
" nah I'm good I already have plans anyway, have a good time"
he left then i noticed taehyung looking at me confused " why are you looking at me like that "
" nothing, it's just i've never seen you talk with someone like that, is it about his fight with jake last night"
" no it's not about that."
"anyway he's a nice guy but he doesn't know how to express his feeling if he likes someone he'd treat them really badly"
then he added "so what do you feel like eating today Italian, Chinese or barbecue and soju"
"i could really use some soju right now it's been a long day"
" then barbecue and soju it is"
we drove sepretly i followed him to a really nice place i've never been here before it's a famous restaurant you have to book beforehand but his friend is the owner.
after eating and drinking and having the most wholesome conversation we left ,i was pretty wasted by then, he sat me down so i don't get hurt i couldn't even walk he was trying to sober me up, but i took his face in my hands and said" you know you're really sweet right, thank you for being in my life taehyung"
then i hugged him he hugged me and said "probably you won't remember this tomorrow so i'm going to say it areum i really like you i hope I have the courage to tell you this when i'm sober."
he carried me to my car and called a driver, my address is in the car already , then he called jake to get me inside when i'm home.
the next day
trying to wake up with the throbbing headache, i keep telling myself i wouldn't drink anymore but i keep on doing it i took a pill then went to the nearest drive thru got some iced coffees and donuts for breakfast and woke jake up, i'm not going to work today so i don't want to be lonely all day.
