We left in his car , i have no idea where we're going, he pulled up in front of a café it's not a normal one it's a pet coffee, we got inside there's dogs everywhere ,
I adore dogs there's a really cute white one they're all so adorable we sat in the backyard it's a really big place the dogs kept following us they are adorable,
I had a dog growing up but he died and that was traumatizing so I didn't want to get another one and get used to him just for him to leave me, but I enjoy playing with pets from time to time. Jimin seems like he's enjoying his time as well I'm so thankful he brought me here, afterwards we got coffee and sat down and talked casually, I love spending time with jimin we have so much in common I can have a conversation so effortlessly, he's really a good friend. But I'm afraid once he'd find out what a horrible person I am he'll hate me as well as the others. I'm afraid if I open up to people they'll leave me so far the only one who stuck by me is jake I can trust him with my life because he knows the real me he's never judge me for my past but other people might I don't wanna get too close with them I can't open up, I've been convincing myself for years that I deserve to be happy but I could never stand it if they find out and start looking at me differently, that will destroy me.
Today was terrific I had so much fun we went back to the house my car is still there. I wanted to leave but jimin insisted on staying for dinner I agreed, we got inside everyone was there.
They all happily greeted me, it feels like I'm surrounded by my family they all took care of me on their own way and I appreciate that. Jin started preparing for dinner I'm not a bad cook so I helped him, and as I was preparing the table jungkook Bumped into me with the juice on his hand and it got all over my shirt he tried wiping it off but he just made it worst. So he suggested giving me one of his shirts but taehyung interrupted " don't worry about it jungkook I'll take care of it."
"nah I got it you don't have to, I'm the one who spilled it on her"
"what's wrong with you I said I'll take care of it"
I interrupted "forget it you two, yoongi I'm gonna borrow one of your shirts."
" help yourself."
I went upstairs to yoongi's room picked the smallest shirt he have.
I removed my wet shirt but my bra is wet as well so I took it off I wish it wouldn't look too strange under the shirt I do have quiet big boobs so it might be a problem and it's white so everything beneath is visible.
I went down stairs and they're all staring when I got there I think it's pretty bad whatever the first time we met I was in my underwear.
They didn't complain but they did sneak some glares here and there.
We finished eating jin's cooking is amazing I admit. They lucky they got to eat this everyday I only eat fast food
