But Your Beautiful // Kellin Quinn

Chapter 9

Kellins POV
It's been official. Me and Faith have been together for 1 month and the time has went by fast. I told my social media followers 2 weeks ago that she was my girlfriend.

Faiths POV
I was sick of everything. I kept on getting hate comments on my Instagram and Twitter.

"Go kill yourself you little slutty bitch"

"Kellin doesn't actually love you"

"Kill yourself"

"Kellin is for us not you"

"Your so fat you don't deserve Kellin"

"Your so ugly"

This was it. Kellins fans hate me. I'm done with life. I am giving up on him.

"Hey Kells, I am gonna go to the restroom" I told him.

"Okay babe" he told me. Then, he turned on the TV and started watching a show.

Should I be doing this? YES I thought in my mind.

I walked into the restroom and locked the door. Thank god I brought some of my blades.

I got the tiny box from under the sink.

I opened the box and lightly grabbed one of the shiny silver blades.

"Nice to finally see you again" I smiled quietly.

I had a good grip on the blade, pulled up my sleeve and started cutting.

Wow, it felt so good I thought to myself.

1 cut, 3 cuts, 6 cuts, 9 cuts, 12 cuts. As I went on they kept on getting deeper.

Now, I had 22 bloody cuts along both of my arms/wrists. I was sobbing.

Kellins POV
Faith was in the restroom for a long time. I was worried. I got up from the couch and I heard quiet sobs.

"FAITH OPEN THE DOOR" I said. She kept on sobbing. "NO" she shouted.

I quickly got a key to open the door, and I opened it with success.

Faith was lying on the floor. Blood all over her arms, wrists were full of cuts. Blood dripped from her arms right down to the floor. Her face was red from crying so much.

"Faith, why would you do this" I said quietly. I started crying.

"Too much hate, and I am starting to believe all of it" she told me.

I pulled her into a huge hug and I started kissing her neck and cheek.

Then, I got some wipes and other things to clean her cuts up. Then, I pulled her again into a big tight hug.

"Don't listen to the hate. Your beautiful, you have a perfect body, your amazing, and your so kind. Your an amazing girlfriend" I told her.

"But.." she said but I cut her off with a long, deep, and passionate kiss. And she kissed back. It was amazing. We both pulled away at the same time.

Faiths POV
The kiss with Kellin was amazing. And he loved about me and cared about me.

The rest of the day me and Kellin had a movie marathon while chowing down on popcorn and candy and cuddled together.

Then, I started to realize that I looked so fat and I needed to stop eating.

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