Zayn's POV
Seeing Niall run out like that hurt me yet I just stade there, "I'm a horrible friend" I thought that's it I can't take it, "Niall where are you" I mumbled now running after him, ignoring the boys telling me to leave him. I started to sprint of to find the Irish one, I feel so sick like I'm going to puke up my guts sick, "what if something happened to him... no that can't happen I'll make sure of it.. I hope" I wimped to myself now running as fast as I can, where could he go right come zayn think like Niall "if I was Niall I would, ugh I dunno I've never seen him like this" I panicked "NIALL" where are you Niall *sniff* don't cry don't cry don't cry he'll be alright I'm sure.Half an hour later
I can't feel my legs they feel like jelly and it doesn't help that it's almost midnight In fact it makes everything worse "I'm not going to find him" I said looking everywhere, "Niall where are you mate" I said with tears now soaking my face. "NIALL" I shouted "please I need you" I whimpered "Niall" I quietly said with bubbles forming in my mouth, "no zayn we are not going to give up come pull yourself together" I mumbled to myself. I've been running for around 20 minutes from when I *cough* cried *cough* "I need a break" I breathed.
As I was quietly crying I heard mumbling from the distance.. "Niall" I whispered now lifting my head up "is that you" now fully listening out I heard a bang.. wait a bang! I panic as I start to run towards an old ally way "uhh this place is disgusting" I thought, as I was looking down the dark and rat infested ally way I saw a body with blonde hair "no no no this can't be Niall" I worry as I run towards the body now panicking I realised "Niall no no I'm so sorry please niall please" I sat down and cried with his head in my lap "oh god please niall" I can't breathe "this is all my fault". I was starting at his closed eyes, "please open your eyes, I- I need to see them... please" my throat has now formed a lump as i stare at his pale face, his rosy cheeks had lost there colour, his plum lips have gone purple and his eyes, oh his eyes "please niall open them" I cried I need to see his ocean blue eyes I need to know he's okay "can you hear me" I was desperately waiting for an answer, I knew I wasn't getting one but that didn't stop me, I need my Niall. After tying to keep him warm I had to call the ambulance "Niall it's going to be okay" I looked at him with a blurry vision "I just need to call them okay I'm right here" I wispered in his now purple ear.
I just Finnished talking to 999 and I couldn't help it I just collapsed "oh niall I'm so sorry if I didn't have that break you would of been okay, it's all my fault" I say as I stare at his lifeless body "I can't lose you niall" I cried, "it's so dark a-and rainy and I just, I just need you to be okay niall" I was basically talking to myself, I mean I might be holding a dead Niall.. no don't think like that he's not he's just.. sleeping yeah he's sleeping and he's pale b-because it's.. cold, *sigh* "they'll be here soon I'm sure" I gave Niall one last hug before the flashing blue lights came into view "see I told you" I weakly smiled at him.
A/n: I know this chapter is short but I lost motivation half way lol but hopefully it's still good
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Fanfictionhii soooo... i wrote the start of this book on my other acct that i no longer can get into so im gonna carry on with it on this acct (my main) and hope for the best. anyway hey, how are you?. My names Niall.. you may know me from one direction.. you...