Heated Affairs [Porco Galliard x Reader]

Chapter 9 - I hate you

It's been a week since sleeping over Porco's and he was still avoiding me, this drove me insane as all I wanted was him to treat me like a normal person but now I'm like a stranger to him, he won't even look at me before running away.
Of course he would be like everyone else, that's all I attract, men with commitment issues that just lead women on only to fuck them and leave them, never explaining why they did it and just making it out like I was the one that ditched them and them being the victim.

I sighed holding my hand up to my mouth chewing onto my nail as people paced past in the hallways, Reiner was ill today and both Annie and Bertolt were out on a field trip with their history class so I might aswell have just stayed at home today.
My eyes scanned the hallways seeing Porco at the end of the hall, my throat clenching up as he walked further towards me, his body freezing once our eyes met as he quickly went to turn around to go in the other direction.
"That's it" I grit my teeth and stormed up to him grabbing onto his ear dragging him down the hall as he groaned letting me drag him.
"Ow ow! Get off of me fucking hell!"
Porco flailed his hands trying to make me let go before I dragged him into an empty classroom, eventually letting go before slamming the door shut locking it as I pulled the blinds down so nobody could see in.

"(Y/N) let me g-" Porco walked towards the door before I raised my hand smacking him across the face, feeling the anger from the past week finally blow up in his face.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU THIS WEEK?!" I felt my eyes water as he froze staring back at me, the side of his face slowly flaring up from the slap while his wide eyes stared me down.
"You have any idea what people are fucking saying? They think we're dating!" Porco held onto his cheek as he threw his bag down on the table closest to him, I clenched my fists and raised them ready to smack Porco again before he grabbed my hands pinning them down onto the desk behind me
"Why the fuck do you care so much about what they think?! They're not your friends! They got such boring home lives they're trying to get involved with yours and you're fucking letting them!" I looked up at Porco as his face tensed up, his grip on my hands loosening as he stepped back leaning on a desk, his hand ran through his hair messing up the style while I chewed on my tongue, come on spit it out.

"I can't tell you why ok-" Porco raised his shoulders in a shrug before i cut him off throwing my bag at him in anger
"BULLSHIT." I grit my teeth and felt tears rim in my eyes as my body tensed up so much I felt my knees begin to tremble in fury, after this week he owes me the truth.
"You could've fucking done this before I sucked your dick and did shit for you, what was I? Just a warm mouth for you?! Y'know what? I'm sick and tired of being a whore for people who do nothing but use me for my body and then once they get their pleasure I'm gone with the wind with all my fucking pride out the window" I let out a laugh feeling my anger peak, feeling nothing but humour in this.
Porco stared at me in shock, his body going from tense to now slouched and defeated looking like he's just watched his world collapse around him, it made me sick.
Even finding myself attracted to him during this state, what the fuck is wrong with me?!
"(Y/N) wait no that night did mean something to me why do you think it didn't?" Porco stayed calm which what surprised me, surprised he wasn't screaming back at me until one of us broke.
"The fuck you mean 'why do you think it didn't?' YOUR BITCHASS HAS BEEN IGNORING ME ALL WEEK. You won't even look at me! Fucking tell me why!" I stormed infront of him from the desk leaving a gap between us, Porco grit his teeth as his stance changed, his face filling with anger as he stepped closer to me
"You wanna fucking know why? You wanna know why I've been avoiding you all week?! I haven't been making it subtle at all you dumb fuck, I fucking like you but you're too fucking stupid to notice!"

My eye twitched as I looked at him and picked up my bag "now that's the most stupidest shit you've ever said, just say you hate me and we can leave it at that. Don't have to fucking lie to me" I walked towards the door and held onto the keys turning them unlocking the door and raising my hand to walk out before hearing Porco laugh, I looked over at him now feeling my chest pound harder than ever,
He has to be lying.
There's no way.
Porco itched the back of his neck as he slowly stepped back towards me, his laugh calming down to just being a chuckle
"Y'know what yeah, I hate you. I hate how you refuse to call me Porco and always call me porky, I hate how you bite at your hand when you're nervous, I hate that you always smell like peaches yet refuse to each an actual peach, I hate it how when you throw your hair back in a ponytail in PE you always leave chunks of stray hair out of the ponytail. But guess what? With all that annoying shit there's things that you do that I love or are at least bearable, like I love it when you laugh your top lip curls up and shows your teeth more, I love that whenever you insult someone it's always the most creative insults and you always pull them out of nowhere, I love when you steal my cigarette and when you give it back you leave lipstick marks on it, I love your laugh, your smile, your scowl and how you don't give anyone mercy. Not even me"