Westlife - You Raise Me Up

Will it ever be ok? - Sophia & Sarah

Sophia’s POV: 

I couldn't sleep, so I was lying awake in my bes thinking. Why does Nathan keep on ditching me? ‘Nath, come on. Please, talk to me’ I had sent several of texts like this, but no reply. I understand if he is mad at me, but he could at least talk to me! I mean, we are not together yet, so he has no reason to blame me if I kiss someone else. I know it was wrong, because I like him and I hurted him. But he can’t avoid me forever.. I was thinking about the text I sent to Jade, I wrote it without thinking. The words ‘I love Nathan’ kept repeating in my head. Why did I say that? Do I really love him?! I know that I care about him a lot and I love spending time with him. What if I messed everything up with him now?! What if he never wanna talk to me again, how will I live with that? I know about his past, that his ex cheated on him and he don't trust girls easily after that. We are not together but it feels like I have cheated on him. Both Mel and Jade seems to be mad at me. I thought we were friends, who always were there for each other, but I don't really expect Melissa to help me now. But Jade? Did she take Mel's part in this? I wondering if she have talked to Sarah too.. I'm gonna give it a try and talk to her tomorrow! I took my phone up again, no new messages. '5am, I really need to sleep now..' I put the phone down and felt how tired I was. 

When I woke up it was 4pm. I actually don't care if I sleep all day, everyone is pissed at me anyway. I don't know if I'm going to tell Mark about it or not. I know he won't be happy when I've been out drinking again, and then that I did this to Nath and Mel, he won't be happy about that either.. 

Sarah's POV: 

Gill is going away to her parents with the kids, so Shane wanted me to hang out with him today. He said he have something planned for us, but he didn't tell me what. "Shane, come on! What is it?" I had tried all day to get him to tell what we were going to do. "We are going out for dinner" he said. "Yeah, like that is all. I'm not gonna stop until you tell me" I was stubborn and wanted to know.  "Okay fine. I have got all the boxes of 'Friends', so were gonna watch it" he finally gave in and told me. "Wow that's amazing! Can we start now?" I said with a big smile. "Sure, we watch for a while and then we go for dinner" he smiled back at me. We put on the dvd and started watching. We both love this serie and laughed alot. 

After about 2 hours Shane decided that we are going out. We went to a restaurant, sat down and ordered. "Did you enjoy your birthday party?" he asked. "I loved it!" I said with a smile. "Good." "Oh and I have something to tell you..Me and Niall are together" I wasn't sure how he was gonna react. "That's amazing" he said "I like Niall, so I'm happy for you" he added. We finished our dinner and went home to continue watching the movie. 

After we had watched a few hours I got a text from Sophia 'I need to tell you something. Can we meet up?' "Shane, is it ok if Sophia comes over for a while?" I said. "Of course it is" he said and I replied to her 'I promised Shane to spend the day with him, but you can come over if you want to.' 'Sure, I'll be there soon.' 

Sophia came over and we went in to my room to talk. "What's up?" I could see that something was wrong with her. "I have done something stupid.." she hesitated, "I was out the other night and I kissed... Micky." "Why, what happend?" I asked. "I don't know..we were dancing and then we were kissing. But I feel so bad for Nath, I think I love him" Sophia said. "It will be ok, I promise" I hugged her. We went back to Shane. Sophia was sitting on her own, and didn't said so much. "Are you ok?" Shane asked her. "No, not really" she said and we told him everything. He was really understanding.