Westlife - You Raise Me Up

What will I do? - Jade & Sophia

Jade’s POV:

I was so pissed at Kian, he don’t even wanna give JJ a chance to show that he is a good guy.. Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to run away again, not now when JJ was in London and I didn’t have anywhere to go. I could go to Sarah or Sophia, but then Mark and Shane would tell Kian that I’m there. I rang JJ, he answered after a few signals. “Hey, how are you?” “I had another fight with Kian..about you. I ran away again and now I don’t know where to go” I tried not to start cry. “Go home again and try to talk with him, without fighting” “No, I’m not going home. When are you coming back to Ireland? I miss you” He heard that I was crying now “don’t cry babe, everything will be fine, I promise” he said. “I know. I just wish you were here” I said. “Me too. I can talk to my cousin if you can stay there or if he can let you into my apartment, if you want to? He has a key” JJ tried to help me. “’Yeah that would be great. I love you” I said. “Talk soon. Love you too” We hung up and I went to JJ’s place and waited for his cousin to get there.

“Hey, you must be Jade?” I heard someone say. “Yeah” I answered. “I’m Drew, JJ’s cousin. Come on, let’s go inside” We went inside and sat down. “Are you hungry? Do want anything?” Drew said. “Sure, I can take something to eat” I said. He made dinner for us and when we were finished he left. It was getting late, so I went to sleep.

When I woke up I tried to figure out what to do today and what I will do to get Kian to listen to me and give JJ a chance. I sent a text to him ‘I’m ok, don’t worry. I’ll come home when I feel like it or when you accept that I’m together with JJ’ He replied ‘You know what I think about him. I can accept that you are friends, but he is too old to be your boyfriend. You gonna realize it one day’ I didn’t reply anymore.

Drew seemed to be a nice guy. Maybe I will talk to JJ and get his help so Jess can meet Drew. After everything with Micky, she needs a good guy! I decided to text JJ that night, and he agreed that we should get Melissa and Drew together. 

Sophia’s POV:

I have been home in Sligo a few days now. I haven’t seen Nath yet, but I will today. I was getting ready and then went to his house. “Heey” he said with a big smile and hugged me when he saw me. “Hey, I have missed you” I hugged him back. I said hi to his mum and then we went in to his room. “I’m so sorry for everything..” I started, but he cut me off “It is fine. It wasn’t your fault”. I smiled at him, wondered if I should tell him how I feel about him. “Nath, I realized something while we had our fight, if you can call it that..” I hesitated, not sure if it was a good idea to tell him, or if it would just ruin our friendship. “What is it?” “I love you” I whispered. He didn’t say anything for a while, it was just awkward silence and I wasn’t sure how he took it. After a while he leaned in and kissed me. “I love you too. I have since I met you in Coke Park” he smiled. We were lying in his bed kissing for a while.

I spend the day with Nath, we were watching movies and had fun. I told him about London and he told me that The Wanted is getting more successful and that they are having a lot of small gigs around here. I want them to get big and famous, but at the same time I think it’s good as it is. If they are getting bigger, they have to travel around a lot and it will be harder for me to see him.

“Listen, I really want to be with you, but then you have to promise me something” he said. “What?” I asked. “That you stop hanging out with your old friends and stop drinking” “But..” I started “No but, it’s me or them” I could see on him that he really meant it. So now I have to choose between my friends and the boy I love..