My One and Only Hostage

Part ~7

How are you all doing? I wanted to thank you for all of the reads and positive comments. I know the chapters are kinda all over the place length wise... but some days I feel like writing more and others I feel like short and sweet is better. even my last chapter would have been longer if I didn't stop myself. anyway, Enjoy!! 

TW: mention of R*pe

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I couldn't move. I felt dirty... I wanted to curl into a ball and cry, but my muscles wouldn't let me. My stomach felt as if a tornado had just plowed through leaving me with an immaculate amount of pain. I held my bare stomach and turned to my side in the empty bed... sheets on the floor, pillows tossed about clothing everywhere. I forced myself to a sitting formation, and fling my legs to the side of the bed. I stand slowly, my legs still like jelly after the pain I had felt moments before. I wanted to forget what had happened but my lower half said otherwise. with a long groan I bend down picking up my clothes that had been tossed to the side. as quickly as I can, I pull my shirt over my head, put on my boxers and pull my jeans back up. I feel a burning sensation at the back of my throat and choke down the urge to vomit. I slip my shoes back on and limp to the door. the creak of the door opening made me jump a little... was that George? Sapnap? no.... I'm not sure who that was. All I know as these three things... 

One- its around 1 am 

Two- George just humiliated me in front of roughly 100 people

and finally Three- I was just... R- I- Never mind... scratch that... 

I can't figure out what's going on otherwise. I remember I have a granola bar in my pocket, so I pull it out and eat it quickly. I walk to the front door, my head pounding. I look around on my journey to the front door seeing drunken teens surrounding me... then My eyes meet with George. He gives me a sly but knowing look. I only roll my eyes but because of the alcohol the light was sensitive and I teared up a little. I turned my head as quick as I could to avoid talking to the dark haired boy that left me to rot an hour before. but before I could process what happened I turned right into Sapnap. I jumped and felt my eyes water seeing him. I thought he was going to be my friend. I blinked back tears as he looked me up and down. 

"What do you want Asshole?" I spat... clear hesitation in my voice. he looked me up and down one last time before gently grabbing my shoulder. this caught me by surprise.... I thought he was with George. 

"I-I'm sorry..." He stuttered... it sounded genuine. but why was he apologizing? wasn't he part of this to? He must have noticed my pause to analyze his words. 

"why? why do you think I care? I'm sure you had a big part of that right? right?" he stopped for a moment. "ANSWER ME DAMN IT" I was mad. He knew it. I wanted to snap his neck right there. 

"You don't need to forgive me or anything... I'm not asking for that... just please know I wasn't a part of that at all... I was glad to meet you! I promise I had good intentions" My mind instantly went to the thoughts like, 'is he lying?' and 'why are you being nice?' stop being fake. 

"Because of your "friend" I fucking got Raped." His face went from remorse and sadness to pure rage. this confirmed it.... he was being genuine with his apologies.  

"What? Who?" he paused to wait for a reply... I couldn't comply because I didn't know for myself. "TELL ME CLAY" his fists in a ball, knuckles white from the pressure built up within. 

"I-I-I.... I don't know... I never got a name... He... I-" He stopped me with a hug and walked me outside to get some air. 

"Need a ride home?" He gave me a warm smile, all I could do was nod. he pulled me in once more for another hug and this time his shirt was soaked with my tears. I felt horrible that I was doing this to him. He hasn't done anything to me right? why was I still upset with him?

I walked tight to his side to his car. He opened the door for me allowing me space to get into his car... Still weary of the situation I lean on the door once it closes. He drives me back to his house and lets me inside. I'm happy he has helped me tonight.... Who knows what I would have done without him. 

"You okay?" I stared off into space sitting on his couch. He looked at me and rested a hand on my shoulder.  I nod, tears still slightly dripping down my cheeks. I lean away from Sapnap and lay on the couch. "why don't you take a quick nap." I nod once again 

"C-Can you stay here and lay with me?" I glance at him giving him un intentional puppy dog eyes. he stares at me a moment to long but then lays by me on the couch. 

"Of course." I smile and close my eyes. 

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I'm sorry about how weird that chapter was and how all over the place it was... I was having problems writing. Thanks for reading! Please vote, comment, and of course follow! 

By the way... that last portion was in no way meant to be sexual... simply just A friend comforting another friend. 

Do y'all want more of the flash back at all or should I get back to the actual story portion? lol

Word count: 996

Sorry if it all didn't update at first.... technical difficulties :O