Sunlight

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----->Hyunjin

I woke up to the feeling of the sun on my cheek, opening my eyes slowly as its rays hit my eyes gently. Something felt off, not wrong, but off. It felt too warm like my insides were filled with the sun that brushed against my face. Golden tendrils swirling through my chest and suffocating the darkness. There was no sadness, no voice, no anxiety, just warmth. There was something behind me and I leaned into it, feeling the warmth grow the closer I got.

"Jinnie?" The voice was low but light and quiet, and I felt myself begin to wake up more, looking around my dorm to see that Chan and Changbin were already gone. Someone was laying with me, their arms wrapped around my waist and their chest pressed up against my back. They seemed to be the generator of the warmth, their touch making me feel whole. I turned my head to see who it was, and almost cried as I saw Felix, his eyes were slightly open. His freckles were so bright, covering his entire face. He looked so calm, so beautiful.

But why was he here?

"Lix?" I asked, slightly surprised. The warmth was coming from him, but how? How was he able to comfort me with just a touch?

He smiled at me, his smile was extremely bright, "Goodmorning." His voice was darker than usual due to just waking up but it was soothing nonetheless.

I smiled back at him, the first actual smile I had made for a while, "Morning." I said back.

He sat up, letting go of me and looking down at me, "How are you feeling?" He asked, touching my forehead.

The last couple of days had been hell for me and I had been waking up feeling worse each morning so this was odd. I didn't remember coming to Felix's bed last night but then again everything that had happened last night was extremely fuzzy, but I can't say I was complaining. Felix seemed to actually care about me right now.

"I feel ok." I said groggily.

'He will give up eventually.'

I shook off the thought as soon as it entered. It didn't matter if he left in the future because he was here now, comforting me in a time where I need it the most. He didn't even have to be here, but the fact that he was meant something.

"Minho and Seungmin went to practice together with Chan, I was thinking we could join them later to make sure they don't fight too much." Felix tilted his head at me and smiled, "You wanna do that?"

Dancing was one of the only things I really enjoyed doing so I nodded. If I'm being completely honest the other reason I agreed was because I didn't want to be separated from Felix's warmth. I felt like if I left the warmth it would be gone forever, but I didn't want it to be gone for a second. It could be fun too.

He clapped excitedly and then crawled over me to get off the bed. He stood up and held out a hand for me to grab. I groaned and grabbed it, reluctantly getting up and walking towards the door. If we were going to practice I needed to get dressed. Felix turned to his drawers as well to do the same.

Today could actually be fun.

Genuine fun.

-----Felix

I watched as Hyunjin shut the door behind him, feeling happiness fill me up. Hyunjin seemed to be doing better today and it looked like me sleeping with him might've helped a bit. His well-being was my top priority now. I wanted to make sure he could feel ok.

My phone rang and I flinched, the custom ringtone of Changbin's "Yoohhh" forcing me out of my thoughts.

I picked up the phone, "Hello?" I said, plopping back down onto my bed.

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