Carrie's POV
"You don't seem fine." Mike replied laying on the bed beside me.
"I'm just thinking..." I confessed forcing a smile. I really wish I wasn't so worried about tonight, but I was unfortunately. The worse part is that I can't stop myself from worrying.
"What are you thinking about baby?" Mike asked concerned. I just gave him a look, not wanting to explain and he nodded his head instantly reading my mind. "Look Care, don't think about it alright?" He said placing his hand on my thigh. "We can wait darlin its fine." Mike sweetly added kissing my cheek gently.
"Its not you babe, I just I don't know..." I paused to let out a small laugh. "Even with me just thinking about it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong." I confessed looking into his eyes.
"Yeah I understand." Mike agreed gently massaging my thigh with his thumb. "My parents always drilled it into my head as a teenager that sex is bad." He added putting his arms around me. "Its suppose to feel right but it doesn't." "And I hate to say that because your beautiful and I love you so much...I want to show you that love it just doesn't feel right." He said as tears formed in my eyes.
"How did I become so lucky to have a man as amazing as you?" I asked before Mike kissed me passionately.
"Beautiful I've been thinking the same thing all day..." Mike said, with a smile pulling away for a brief second before kissing me a second time, causing my stomach to fill with happiness. I loved being with this man so much. "Are you ready to goto sleep?" Mike asked with a smile and I returned the smile nodding my head.
I really love this one...I truly think its my best yet!
