SAVE HIM

It's Over

Thud!

"No! Hann...Pleaseee... God Pleasee..."

I will do anything..
Please God!
I will do anything...

"Hildithe... this is all your fault... look at your brother... your bastard brother"
I looked at him, lying there, almost lifeless...

All because of me... because of me...

I kneeled down to him... watching the blood ooze out of his chest, his mouth...

He looked tortured

"Hann why?? Why did you do it..?? " i cried asking him as i cradled his head on my lap, carding through his matted thick brown hair, hoping it would ease his pain.

I could not hold my heartbreak any longer as i hugged him and let my grief pour out in a flood of uncontrollable tears..

Sobbing through the pain as i slowly felt his body going lax in my lap, breathing his last breath... closing his eyes.

I am sorry brother.
I am so sorry.

She walked up to me and hugged me.

"Ready to die... My Lady..." she whispered accompanied by a small snicker.

Why??
Why is she doing this??
I trusted her.

"Why...??"

"What?"

"Why are you doing this Lilian? I trusted you"

Everyone around were looking at us with an annoyed expression... As if what i just said offended them.

"You pay for what you have done Hildithe Yohe" she said looking at me with a look disguised as despair but only i know that the look was mocking me... Mocking everyone that was gone... because of her...

Because of me...

Me...

I deserve this but so does she...
She deserves this too...
She cant win...

"I will not let you win Lilian!!!! You will not win!!!!!"I shouted, pained and weeping.

"Oh my God!!??"
"What a scornful woman!!!"
"She deserves this...!!!"

I watched as the blade slipped closer to my throat. I closed my eyes, trying to get the sight of my impending demise out of my mind.

I want to remember something happy, but the only thought in my head was the fact that the cold hand of death was reaching out to me. I need to feel something deep, but there was only fear.

I need something that meant something, but I could only see the glinting of the blade that seem to hover in time for a long moment, I am not ready to die.

The blade came closer, seeming to inch through eternity, moving closer with the precision that only the end can bring. I knew then that it was the end and a single glimmering tear shimmered out of my eyes.

I know that it's over. When I felt the first sharp sting of the pain in my chest I knew that it was over.

I had something I needed to say, to Alaric, to Hann's, to everyone I had killed due to my selfishness.

I parted my lips, but couldn't find the right thing to say. Nothing was coming, and I didn't have any time to figure it out.

"Please No!" I said as I looked into his cold blue eyes as I let the word drain off into nothingness.

It was all I could say.

It was all that could be said in that moment.

I fell onto the ground, feeling my life force drain as the pain subsides.

I know it's over.

I know that it's over but please God.

Please.

One last chance

Not for a sinner like me

NO

For Hann

For my brother.

Just then, I felt my fingers touch damp soil

I smiled knowing

Believing

There is a second chance

And I will right what's wrong.

I WILL.