If you think you're happy with your life, this book is not for you.
If your life is very perfect, turn back and go away.
This book is only for those who are weakened by daily life.
Legend has it, the happiest children who read this book, turned into...
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A young girl is in her bed crying.
Everyone has tried crying in bed.
She wasn't only crying.
...
Her arm is painted bright red and it's dripping on the floor.
The floor and the walls are like a canvas full of red paint.
This girl wasn't like this before at all.
...
A month ago.
It was card day. Her chest beats hard by the time her eyes opened when just woke up. She knew she didn't do well in school.
"It used to be so easy in elementary. How come it isn't anymore in highschool"
In elementary, her parents were proud of her. Awards, achievements. She collects dozens of medals each year. Just after the first quarter of the first year in junior high, her parents started looking at her as a failure.
"What's wrong with you? Is it because you have a boyfriend? Or are your friends bad influences?"
"Mom, Dad... You don't understand", she said to them without making a sound.
...
"Bland! Unattractive! No boy will ever date you!"
This is what was stuck in her mind for months when she was in sixth grade.
These were the words of her classmates.
"Bitch, We're not bestfriends anymore"
She had a bestfriend. She was her only friends since they were in fourth grade. Her bestfriend had all her secrets.
That was the last thing her bestfriend said.
It hit her hard like a storm breaking loose interrupting the perfect weather seconds earliee giving no cue.
...
She had a boyfriend.
His boyfriend are what all the girls in school like.
The school crush.
She slapped her face hard because she thought she was dreaming...
...when the boy asked her to be his girlfriend.
Her heart was beating.
It was the first time she was ever happy.
...
She became one of the popular girls.
At last, I'm accepted.
So wherever the popular girls go, she follows.
Cutting classes, going out to 7/11, and bully other uncool girls.
"Come on let's go"
"But I gotta do the assignments"
"Oh, so you're boring now"
She hesitates
"Well Fuck these. Lezgo"
She just wanted to be accepted.
...
"Please send nudes babe"
"Babe she was only a friend"
"Babe why are you chatting another guy?"
"Babe I swear I'll let your nudes if you don't send more nudes"
She loves him so much. She did things she didn't like just to make him happy.
...
It's night and she sneaks out the house.
She sneaks out the house every night...
...to fuck with her boyfriend.
She didn't want this. She only did this so he won't leak her nudes.
She did this every night for months.
Today, when he entered his room in the window, he was fucking another girl.
She froze and was stood at her place like a statue.
"If you say a word of what is going on right now, I will leak your nudes"
She stood there for an hour watching her boyfriend fuck that girl.
It hurted deeper than the pain she felt shen he took her virginity.
...
At first, she was isolated like she had covid. She wasn't happy that she lost her friends. She wasnt happy when nobody liked her. She wasn't happy being friends with all the popular girls. She wasn't happy having a boyfriend. How to be happy then? Tell me.
I hate my life. I hate my family I hate my friends I hate my boyfriend. I hate BEING ALIVE.
So that's the end of my story, dear reader.
I appreciate you lending me an ear... I never had somebody to share my problems with...
You're the my only and last friend that I have.
Don't mind the paintings on my wall.
I'm sorry, but I have to leave now.
This is my happiness. If you're truly my friend you'd support me, right?
