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                                          JEAN X FEM ! READER

                                                        𝙏𝙒⚠️:

                                                     spolilers !

                                            angst , character death 

                                                      GONE 

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                                                           y/n 's pov 

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                                                           y/n 's pov 

                                                  [  𝗙𝗟𝗔𝗦𝗛𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞 ]

           Two days passed after the hole in Wall Rose was sealed  with a rock. The sun is shining, but it is still pretty windy today . It smells of ash . Leafs gathered on the ground , rustling under my and Jean's feet . Not much people in the streets. We  are walking near  by other people's houses when Jean suddenly stops at his place in horror. Neither did he , nor did I expect to see this , but still there it was . Marco's dead body laying on the floor ,it's back turned to the wall of one of the houses . Half of his face was completely gone . An expression of terror written on the rest of his now lifeless face . Us and Marco have known each other since we were little and it was unbelievable for him to be dead . We shared so much happy memories together . It was like having nightmare, as awful as the happening in some of them .Neither I , nor Jean expected him to leave us this early. Then a woman in some white uniform came nearer to us . A mask covering her nose and mouth , she said something, but I heard nothing out of my sadness and worries.

 " J-Jean is that really M-Marco ? " I questioned looking at the corpse of my friend . Then I heard Jean say  

"I wondered where he was .But, he is the last person who'd ever..Marco ...What happened? D-Did someone -anyone see how he went out ? " Jean said stuttered 

"What is his name ? Tell me if you know. Quickly .Two days have passed since we sealed the hole with the rock. Yet we still haven't rounded up all the bodies . At this rate an epidemic can start. We must prevent a secondary disaster . There is no time to lament our comrades' deaths yet " the woman stated  . After some seconds of silence Jean answered 

      "Member of the 104th Cadet Corps and Captain of squad 19 " 

 " Marco Bodt " i said with a blank expression. 'How did this even happen ?' I thought.

The woman walked away and we stood there not understanding how it could've happened to Marco , our childhood friend 

Rest in piece , Marco . I hope you are happy 

                                                            ***

 We are on an airship . Suddenly   I see some girl shooting into the place we are standing in  .The bullet hit Sasha. She fell to the floor . The girl that shoot her was staring at the happening with shock and surprise seen in her eyes. Sasha's almost dead body laying there , on the floor , her eyes shut open. Me , Jean and Connie bow down near her  and Connie screams her name with fear , his voice trembling. Then  we hear her voice, really quietly she said  " You're so damn loud "

 After her words Connie screamed , horror plastered on his face . 

  "Sasha ! Make it to the island! " , but afterwards Sasha said nothing, but one word 'meat ' . 

"Sasha don't leave us now ! Please! " I scream, trying to hold my tears while holding her hand . Sasha's  eyes are still wide open , as such as her mouth , but no words came out of it. She didn't move either . Me and Connie decided to stay there  for a bit longer in case something happens and she stays alive , but no miracle happened ,  just as it wad expected . Sasha , one more close friend of mine was now gone . Her eyes closed , her lifeless body laying on the cold floor of the airship.

     The door shut open and Mikasa and Armin ran in , tears streaming down their faces . They bowed down to Sasha's body and started crying their eyes out . I just stood there crying hoping that all of this would appear to be a terrible nightmare of mine and that it'll all end as soon as possible .Sadly  I didn't wake up because it was not a nightmare. 

                                                       ***

           Here we are now .Me , Mikasa, Connie , Jean and Nicollo standing by Sasha's tomb . They are talking and I'm just lost in my thoughts, looking at my friend's tomb , bouquets of flowers that we brought there placed on top of it . She is gone , but the memories with her aren't. After spacing out for awhile i try to listen to their conversation.

         "How did you feel , Connie ? " I can hear Niccolo ask , his voice down .Sasha really loved his food . He probably also thought nothing would part them .

      " Sasha and I were like twins . It's like I'm loosing a half of myself " Connie said. Connie and Sasha were really close , like siblings. Always together.

But  I just continue to keep silent . No words can explain my feelings right now. I feel torn apart. First Marco , then Commander Erwin , now Sasha . Rip Sasha , our potato girl . We'll never forget you 

     But still, why do good people always have to leave us  this early? 

                                                   ***

       Me and my boyfriend, Jean are sitting on the couch , having a conversation about our dreams, if we can call it that  . Jean had a nightmare about seeing Marco and Sasha alive , but in the end he saw them dying in pain . Both of us keep having this kind of nightmares, neither of us have actually taken the fact that they are no longer with us . Marco , Erwin, Moblit , Sasha gave their lives for ours to continue. But  the thought that we could've somehow saved them keeps haunting us , probably forever

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A/N : not much Jean in jean x reader, i'm a genius 😩🤚

but still i wanted to do something like this so ... yuh , i wish my writing was better and someone would cry over it while reading

Anyways , Rip Sasha Braus 💔


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