Rockstar Gf ✓

tear in my heart.

thirteen — tear in my heart.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

"sometimes you gotta bleed to know..."

y/n was unsure as she started the song. she could see midoriya's expression, jaw dropped and eyes widened- she chose to ignore it. then her gaze flickered over to bakugou who was mimicking the play of drums of the beat with his imaginary, air drum set, todoroki watching him fondly. a look she didn't see on the male too often.

she tried to ignore jirou's eyes, she had the same look todoroki had on- except it was directed at her. it made her heart speed up and stomach do flips as she played with the fabric of her clothing. she knew the meaning behind that look- knew that it was unconcious and half the time, the person couldn't help such a look- but why the hell was it directed at her?

the female in general already had her heart hammering against her chest. she didn't need jirou swaying beside her with those eyes giving her a heart attack.

"but it takes someone to come around, to show you how-"

"she's the tear in my heart!" jirou joined her at the chorus, jumping close to her, arm shooting into the air. y/n supposed it was a habit since she performed so much. and y/n's vocals were new york sewer garbage in comparison to jirou's. "i'm a-live! she's the tear in my heart- i'm on fire, she's the tear in my heart! take me higher than i've ever been!"

bakugou with his imaginary drums-

"the songs on the radio are okay," drums- and then y/n's wrist was being grabbed by jirou and she was suddenly locking eyes with dark purple ones. jirou smiled and got close, "but my taste in music is your face!" jirou twirled y/n around a few times to the beat of the drums. "and it takes a song to come around, to show you how-"

"she's the tear in my heart! i'm a-live!" jirou suddenly seemed like she was having the time of her life, jumping to the music that wasn't even very loud. somehow, she still got lost in the sound, dancing around and with y/n- hyping up the crowd of five people which were her friends- just like when she was performing on stage.

the amount of times they held hands and brushed shoulders and twirled around was too much for y/n to process, mind panicking with thoughts of how badly she wanted to kiss jirou. she was just so perfect- and she probaby had around seven heart attacks by the end of the song, jirou staring into her eyes as she finished the last line, smile present. it was somehow so intimate, however, y/n found herself looking away.

it seemed to make jirou laugh, "why're you so nervous?" she took a step back with a closed eye smile, "you can sing! we should've recruited you as another singer, instead..."

y/n frantically shook her head- now she was just being kind, "no, please i could never! ...i'm not nervous, i just... i'm having a really good time!" y/n smiled back and jirou nodded, satisfied and happy with her answer.

"me too!" she laughed, then turned to face the front. "alright katsuki, you're up! shout until your lungs give out!"

"hey candy cane," bakugou grumbled in reference to todoroki, lifting himself off the couch. "shout with me or whatever."

todoroki lifted an eyebrow, but stood up regardless, "shout?"

"can you feel my heart. that sound like a song you sing?" at todoroki's silence, bakugou snorted, "there's your fuckin' answer."

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

"head hurtsss..."

"ssh," y/n hushed her friend, patting his head and trying to send him back to sleep. it was kind of hard, however with the bumpiness of the road. his head rested on y/n's shoulder in the backseat of todoroki's car, who was driving the trio back home. they spent four hours at the karaoke, place- jirou and the others were already late, as they had to be back at six to "dicsuss things."

midoriya shifted against her and y/n raised her phone to her face, ignoring the many notifications and going to instagram. the first story she clicked on was jirou's. morning story, breakfast, drive to the photoshoot- the next story, y/n saw— she was featured and tagged in.

her hands shook and the corner of her lips lifted. jirou was secretly filming her and y/n had no clue, too invested in her art. her position was awkward and her face was a bit too close to her device, and jirou giggled when she expressed her frustration, furiously tapping at her screen.

y/n's heart fluttered. she did that. she made jirou... laugh? then it went to the next story, pictures of her with todoroki, he was also tagged, a thank you to enji's company for the collab, the actual promo for the collab. and then it was- y/n choked.

it was her and jirou singing at the karaoke place.

by the looks of it- and the sound of quiet giggles being held back- midoriya had filmed it.

he must've sent the video to jirou and... y/n stopped breathing as she watched jirou tug her close by her shirt, singing- as if the lyrics were for her. y/n was so nervous and incapable of processing anything in that moment... she didn't even...

the next clip of them singing was captioned 'i'm convinced we're soulmates or something.'

y/n swallowed, bit her lip and shut her phone off, deciding not to look at it for the rest of the night.

jirou would be the death of her, confirmed.