my demon (shigadeku)

Chapter 11

Izuku pov

As i wake up for the second time i see my whole class, aizawa, and nezu standing by my bed. So i sit up and ask "w-what....?" aizawa looks down and sadly says "well.....  Because of how dangerous your quirk is and how it effects you ...... You'll have to stay here untill we invent something smaller to make sure you don't use your quirk..." i went wide eyed....i cant go to ua ......because im too.....dangerous....

I feel a tear slip and then a flow of them being pored down my face...... No one likes me for me..…. Wow…… and i thought that tom-no...shigaraki…...i thought shigaraki was being selfish i laugh at my own joke but more tears pour out as i think of shigaraki… he didnt love me…..he fell for that scar faced man…… so i just say “ok….i understand…its not safe for you guys to be around me right…...SO LEAVE…...just like….like...him…” i could feel them start to worry and then they all left, except for nezu so i looked at him and asked “why…...why does everyone leave…..he looks at me with sympathy nad then says “because they don't know what your feeling…...look….i know its hard to tell people how you feel…..but if you want people to stay you have to take down your walls and let them in…” and then he left

I thought about what he said and just let all of my feelings show, all of the sadness, the rage, and the emptiness i felt without my brother…..now that i thought about it….he didnt come and see me….. I just stared blankly at a wall….at this point….what's the point...i doubt he actually cared….was he faking….or was he in trouble again. I started to worry about him so i ask the wall as if it would respond “is….is victor ok…...or….is he ignoring me…...because i really am dangerous….or maybe he’s in the same situation as me….. Stuck to a hospital bed….and cuffed…..” i then heard something i didn't expect…..a response…..but it came from the speakers…...it was that guy i saw in the ally….he said “well i don't know, but this ‘victor’ seems important” i just sat there shocked i got a reply from the person i drew naked….had he seen the picture…..oh god i hope not….i then hers him ask “ i wanted to know…….who drew this picture of me…..naked….i only saw you once….and yet….you draw this….” i panicked a bit and said “i-i’m sorry! T-that was a quirk malfunktion! I d-don't mean to draw you like that!!” i heard a laugh and then he said “oh wow you really don't know who i am do you!! *laughs* oh! oh! oh! i bet you don't even know why they asked you to draw me again!” i got embarrassed when he said that so i hid my face in my hands and said “since i don't know how you tell me!” i heard even more laughing come from the speakers and then silence

After a while of sitting and wondering what he was talking about i heard a door open and i saw the man that was once speaking to me on the coms walk over to me and say “do you really want to know about me….” i nodded still curious about what he was talking about and then I heard him start his explanation “im kai chisaki, Yakuza captain of the Shie Hassaikai. When you bumped into me in that ally i was trying to catch my little experiment, i suppose i should thank you for helping me catch her if you hadn't had been passing she would have escaped” after he said i laughed a little and the muttered to myself “why do i attract villains, first shigaraki, now this guy…” i looked up at the guy and said “look i've dated villains,it never works out so before you get all lovey dovey just know i'm not interested…… im not in line for being hurt like that again” i thought about shigaraki and dabi cuddling in the bed in front of me and i unknowingly shed a tear thinking about it i then opened my eyes to see kai with a mad look so i said “i-if your mad because someone cheated on me or because i'm shutting you down don't be, its annoying….. Just leave me be and let me sleep….”i layed back down and shut my eyes which had tears in at this point and then went to sleep right after i heard kai say “i dont care that its annoying to you….whoever hurt you is going to pay….and not just prison…..” and then footsteps leading out

When i woke up i could hear voices…..but they were hardly noticeable…..and so i decided to use another part i had some control over….. I thought about an ice cream cone in my hand and when i opened my eyes i saw it in my hands…...so…..had i finally figured out how to control my quirk….or...i felt all around my body for something and then i felt what felt like hair pins in my hair (kinda like saiki k)so i figured it was the reason that i could control my quirk…..i the ate the ice cream without thinking to be worried or sad….just…..empty...wow…...i can't believe he affected me that much….and then the wave of sadness came back as i continued to eat while tears threatened to spill at one point i got mad so i teleported the ice cream onto shigaraki’s head and then i just sat there with tears in my eyes so i did something i think i would regret in the future…..i teleported the little girl i saw that day into my lap and then she looked at me with scared eyes and then i said "um hi....i uh teleported you here because i was lonly and because of kai....it seems like he s hurting you....so.....your welcome.... And thank you for listening to me..." i saw tears start to leave her face and then she said "t-thank y-you!"

ummmmm sorry i haven't posted a lot recently ummm hoped you liked this chapter