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Its Raining, its Pouring (dreamnotfound)

This story is inspired by the song Its Raining, its Pouring by Anson Seabra. This one will be a bit sad at first. Tw: Hate 

He was sitting alone in his dark room, his best friend and boyfriend were somewhere having fun together and he did not want to be a burden and stayed home. Eventhough they begged him to come he denied and they eventually left without him. He was not mad, in fact he was happy to have some time alone so he finally could be emotional and let it all out. But now that he is sitting alone in his room he could not bring himself to feel anything he felt numb, until he got a notfication from twitter. Someone tweeted about the situation Dream was in and as he opend the tweet all he saw was hate. He knew that these people were not his fans, not his supporters and that these people just wanted to see him down. He would never admit that the hate he got was getting to him but deep down he just wanted to scream and cry. They really hurt him with their hate towards him, making fun of him because he has ADHD or because he stutters sometimes when he talks to fast, like most people do. But it hurt him really bad because he was always a bit insecure about these things of himself. He never showed that to anyone not even to his boyfriend, because he did not want to come of as weak. He always thought that people who can express their feelings like George and Sapnap are really strong, but when he would do it he would think of himself as weak. And now he was sitting there in his dark room crying over his phone because of some stupid hate comments he got from people who didnt even know him. He cried and let all of his emotions flow out of him. He thought that when he did this once and let it all out the hurt feeling will be gone and he wouldnt have to talk about it. But oh boy as he wrong. 

Meanwhile with George and Sapnap

They knew something was wrong with Dream, he was always the first one who was out of the house if they planed to go out but not today and this worried them. George and Sapnap were not really having fun, not because they couldnt have fun without Dream but because they were worried and didnt think about anything else but why Dream stayed home and acted weird. George and Sapnap knew about the hate Dream was getting but they knew he was never the one that let something like this get to close to him. All he cared about was that his fans were safe and feel comfortable. Sapnap and George walked silently through the big Mall in Florida, but at some point Sapnap couldnt take it anymore and turned to George. " George you know what i cant take it anymore, we are just walking around with no destination and we arent even talking i think it would be the best if we go home and see whats wrong with Dream". George then turned to Sapnap and looked at him with a relieved smile. " Thank you for saying that Sap. I didnt want to interupt our time outside, but i am really worried and i think you are too i never saw him like that. He was so distanted and didnt even kiss me goodbye or gave you hug like he always would do. Thats not the Dream we know". Sapnap looked at George and thought for a second. " Okay then lets head home Gogy. "  George giggled at the Nickname and they both made their way back to the car and started to head home. 

Back to Dream 

He was still sitting in the same spot as George and Sapnap came back he didnt hear them open the door and he also didnt hear them calling for him. He was stuck in his own mind and didnt realies what was happening around him. Until George and Sapnap came barging into his room and saw him sitting on the floor with a tear stained face. Dream was really shocked when they walk in on him being in a very vunerable state. All of them looked at each other and they all were at a loss of words. They have never seen a face this broken before. Dream was the first one to open his mouth "C..can you p..please leave." George didnt know what to say he didnt want to leave his boyfriend alone when he was in a state like this. Sapnap on the other hand knew that he should leave and let George handel this situation. So he left after giving Dream a reassuring smile. Finally George spoke up, "Dream please tell me whats going on you arent you today, Sapnap and i are really worried."  " George why did you and Sap come back so early, cant you do anything without me so i can have my time alone. Is that so much to ask for." Dream didnt realise what he just said and how much it hurt George. George looked at Dream with a hurt face and said, "You dont mean that, you are just sad and stressed. You dont want to be alone you are just to f****** afraid to show your feelings. How can you be so afraid to show me your feelings. I am your Best friend and boyfriend, you should be able to talk to me." "No George i mean it. You should just f****** leave me alone and mind your own business." Dream got angrier and angrier but not at George but himself because George was right but he didnt want to admit that. "Dream do you hear yourself talking. YOU are my business. I just want to help you, cant you get that in your head." Dream felt really bad for what he said but he couldnt take it back it was to late. Dream stayed silent he wasnt able to think of an apology as for now. George was really hurt and eventhough he really wanted to help Dream he had to leave he was to hurt by his words. So he turned around and slammed the door shut. Dream just now really understood what he just did. He shoved his boyfriend away without any good reason. He wanted to leave the house so bad but when he looked outside he saw that it was really dark and stormy and to top it of it was pouring so bad. He knew better than to leave the house with a weather like this. Instead he layed down in his bad and let his mind wander, he eventually began crying again because of how bad he felt. He was an asshole to the boy he loved the most, he really fucked up. When he closed his eyes and tried to sleep his mind always showed him a picture of Georges hurt face when Dream told him that he should mind his own business. When he looked at the time it was 4 am in the morning and it was still raining outside. He was a mess and he knew he wouldnt be able to sleep if he wouldnt talk to George. He wasnt sure if he was asleep but he needed to talk to him. So he made his way over to Georges room. George barely sleept there, just when Dream was streaming late at night and George wanted to sleep other than that George sleept with Dream. Thats a nother reason why he couldnt sleep he was missing Georges warmth. He stood in front of his door and lightly knocked. He heard a little "come in". Dream opend the door and looked at George. There was a little light from Georges LED lights and Dream saw the tear stained face from George. He now felt ten times worse and made his way over to him and hugged him really tight. George let Dream hug him, he wanted that just as bad as Dream, but they still needed to talk about what happend. George spoke up first and asked "Dream you didnt really meant what you said, did you?" "No, no George of course not. I love you and i am so happy that you feel like i am your business because you are mine too." "I love you too. But you really have to explain what happend. Please i know it can be hard, but i can be there for you. I want to be there for you." "You know its really hard for me to talk about this, i dont want to seem weak. I know that its not weak to you. If you were in my place i wouldnt even dare to think of you as weak, but i do when it comes to myself." After that Dream told Georg about everything that is going on right now. The hate he is getting for things he cant change and that he doesnt want to change because thats him. They talked about this for at least 2 hours, George always reassuring Dream that he was loved and he will be okay and that he will never be alone with this, until they fell asleep together giving each other warmth and love. 

The next morning

Sapnap, George and Dream were sitting at the tabel and Dream and George explained everything to Sapnap. They conclusion that they will never let anything like that happen again and that they will be open about their feelings from now on. After everything was clear and they all were happy with what they ended the conversation with, they made plans on going out after breakfast and have the day the had planned before. The weather had cleared and it wasnt raining anymore. They decided that they would go shopping and after that get some nice dinner in a resturant and play some games at home. Everything seemed to be better to Dream. He knew he had to work on himself and expressing his feelings, but he knew he was on a good way there and that George and Sapnap would help him. It will take some time to get over the hate  but he knows that there are many people out there that love and support him and he wants to be their supporter in life as good as he can. Even if he can just make their day better with a stream or a youtube video. He will always be thankful for his friends and his boyfriend. 

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So this was my first oneshot i hope you liked it and i am always open for constructive criticism. Have a beautiful day or night. Stay hydrated and healthy. See ya next time.