Too Far Gone. {Naruto Fan-Fic} [ON HOLD]

Shoud I?~ Chapter Two.

DEMON!

MONSTER!

SOMEBODY KILL IT!

Why is he even allowed in the village?

He should of been killed. A slow and painful death. Just like my husband did.

My daughter died because of you! You killed her!

I hate you.

We hate you.

You will suffer in the end.

Kill yourself.

I smiled as the memories flooded into me. 

Oh how the arragence amuses me greatly. It's almost like they knew the truth. Oh how they were so wrong.

I just love how they think about be so much. Talking about me to all thier friends. Saything naive things. Doing undescribale things. All because they assume. They assume that I, Uzumaki Naruto, am actually the monster.

Stupid.

But I know the truth. The whole truth. Kurama didn't mean it though. Kurama is not a monster. Sure, he maybe big and his eyes might be blood-thursty, but he's a good person.

I won't let them hurt him.

"Give up on your friends."

I rememeber those words Kurama told me. He was right too. I should of abandoned them long ago, just like they abandoned me.

"They wear fake smiles." 

They never really loved me as an individual. Kakashi hates me because I killed his precious 'sensei.' He was my father. I didn't kill him and he should know that. But the look he gives me when he glances at me from time to time. Pure disgust. Even after all this time, I thought he would accept me. I thought he would treat me like a proper student. With pride, or respect, but all I got were dirty glares.

"They trick you. They never loved you."

They all hate me just as much as I hate them. My sadness is something that I had to live with, for both me and Kurama. I was the scapegoat. They used me to dump all thier hate, sadness and pain. I not only hold Kurama and I's, but the whole village, not to mention all the people I meet.

"They only one you need to believe in..."

All the wonderful people I meet. All the people I promised things to. All the things people intrusted to me.

"The only one you need to trust..."

I promised Gaara that I would look out for him. I told him that we will always be friends. I showed him the light. I saved him from darkness and yet... What am I doing?

"The only one you will ever need..."

I just saved Sasuke. I brought him home. I brought him home for Sakura. I did it for sakura, and yet, she ignored me again. She ignored me, but she wasn't like, she wasn't like the others. She actually believed in me. She still cheered me on. She still thought of me as a real person. Right?

"Is me..."

Shikamaru, Choji, Ino, Kiba, Shino, Tsunade, Jiriya, Iruka-sensei... and Hinata. I'm leaving them all behind. 

"Naruto."

What am I doing?

Why am I doing this?

Am I really doing the right thing?

~End~