Stories of my life with mental illness and events I have experienced ranging from horrible to mental hospitals and that shadow out of the corner of your eye.
Once i met a girl online on seoul.fm she seemed nice until she asked me out. She then threatened suicide if i didnt go with her. I felt bad so i did. I eventually fell in love with her. She had claimed to be in acoma even threatened suicide many other times. Turned out she had been lying to me from the get go as a test to me of my love, so she says. I broke it off and had a hard time dealing with the fact someone i loved lyed to me about her life. About everything. Was the relationship even real??! Well it was to me and it came down like a rock to the head on my heart after finding out. I went into a psychosis shortly after that. A psychosis is basically like a mental breakdown for someone who is already mentally ill. I began to see her words to me in blood on the wall. " I love you" with my name attached. But since I was far gone, it was all in my mind. I began to hear voices telling me to end it all and seeing what looked like the girl from the ring everywhere. My great great grandmother passed during this. I admitted myself to Pine Rest, a mental hospital.
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