Now when my stepdad found out I was overdoing it on the Adavan he told my mom to take all of my meds away from me. Now mind you I was an adult so this was technically illegal to do. I would beg my mom to take me to the hospital but she would always listen to my stepdad. Eventually she would secretly give me at least my Paxil if my stepdad was gone. I went into bad withdrawel. It was so bad I couldn't even get my own pants on or shirt or even eat right. My body would shake so bad that I could hardly walk. Not to mention I would get yelled at for all of this. I got so bad that I couldn't move one night and called 911. Eventually mom took me to network 180 and they put me into Pivot. The lady at network 180 yelled at mom for doing what she did and I told her I didn't want to go home.
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Non-FictionStories of my life with mental illness and events I have experienced ranging from horrible to mental hospitals and that shadow out of the corner of your eye.