Plenty? [BoyxBoy]

Badly Broken

2. Badly Broken

     Broken and worried. I've been sitting here for three days. Jesse has been asleep for three whole days. Dr. Shelton says I should be happy that hes sleeping, and not dead, but that wasn't enough for my wolf, hes been so much more prominent since four days ago when I suddenly had the urge to go find Jesse, he wants to see jesse’s eyes open hear him laugh, be close to him. My wolf’s attraction to this boy scares me, I'm scared to reach my change. I didn't know how I felt about the boy in the bed in front of me. He had woken up a few hours ago making my wolf stir. When I called the doctor iny wolf settled for the first time in four days, until I was told of the doctors findings. Dr. Shelton had examined Jesse only to find that he had not only been physically abused, because that's not enough, no. Jesse was also sexually assaulted. My wolf became furious at this knowledge. Why would someone want to hurt Jesse? he was perfect,
My birthday is in two days, made very evident by the constant presence of my wolf. In two days I will make the change for the first time and I should be excited. I am, don’t get me wrong, but I’m excited for all the wrong reasons. I'm excited because when I turn I could find them, fine the people that hurt and sexually assaulted my Jesse. 'My Jesse?' I stopped myself from going any further with that thought.

“Aaron, your parents want to talk to you.” Jackson appeared in the doorway.

“About what?” I sighed, slightly relieved to not be alone with my thoughts, but why couldn't they just come here?

“About your birthday, you're supposed change in two days. It’s important.” I sighed and forced myself out of the chair I had been sitting in for the past 32 hours

"Whatever, they have ten minutes." Jackson put his hands up in mock surrender and moved so I could get past him. As I left the room I heard the plastic chair sigh with the weight of another body. 'What could my parents possibly tell me about the change that I don't know?' I thought to myself as I made the last turn into my parents quarters.

My father was sitting behind his desk and my mother was beside him pouring tea. I took a moment to absorb the normality of the scene in front of me, the was a boy dying two halls over and my parents were sipping on tea reading the sports section of the newspaper. My mother finally noticed me and motioned for me to sit.

"I'm not sitting, you have ten minutes." I'm not budging on the time limit. Jesse is in a fragile state and could go back to sleep at any moment.

"Son, I spoke with Stephan."

"And?" Why did I care the my father spoke with the alpha?

"Stephan told me some disturbing news about this Jesse boy, I'm sure it was meant to be helpful, but I will not have that kind of behavior in my family."

"Edward. Explain to the boy first." My mom scolded my father out of his rant.

"Oh, right. Aaron, this Jesse boy that you've been spending time with, he's, well he's a faggot."

I sighed, "I'm aware of that fact. Now if that's all you wanted to say would you excuse me?" I turned to the door.

"Aaron honey, that's not it." The tone of my mothers voice made my heart stop for a moment. She sounded scared?

"Then what else?"

My father spoke again. With a deep breath he said, "He's already mated." I knew before the next sentence left his mouth, my wolf boasted with pride, "He's mated to you."

My instant reaction was disgust, then confusion, then hate, happiness, lust, and finally acceptance. I didn't care, if Jesse was my mate then so be it. That doesn’t mean I’m gay, it just means that P was chosen to spend my life with another man. “Is that all?” I was short because i knew how my parents felt about this, how I was raised to hate gays, but if the spirits chose me to be mated with a man, then who are we to question them?

“I will not allow it. Not in my family, not in my pack. Either you reject him or we leave.”

“Last time I checked this isn't you pack, and you don't have permission to leave. I will not reject him. No matter how much I dislike it, he keeps me alive. Now if you’ll excuse me, my mate needs me.” I turned on me heel and headed back to Jesse. How could I ever get him to forgive me?

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Sorry.

My life has been crazy.

Song in my head - Break up in a small town by Sam Hunt