A/n :
Heyy guys I decided to change Lara's name to Amber ..... what do u guys think..... I changed her name in the first chapter half second but i got lost soo i won't change it in the last 4 chapters , but from now on it will be Amber .....
"Oh , cool , so you guys are staying the night?" Jess nodded her head while Pansy shook her's , "i will stay here but not for a long time, i will go search for Draco" .
My heart was hurting, but i felt cold as ice , i don't want them to affect on me , i don't think coming here was a good idea, it may helped me by some of my problems but it caused me new ones, i want to go back home , to see Amber , hug her and never let go of her ,
I staid up talking with Jess , playing games , songs , dancing , then she fell asleep so i decided to sleep too.
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"So who are you going with to the ball?" Jess asked me as we were walking out of potions class , the ball was in a week , i still don't have a date , Jess already asked a girl named Luna , she's so kind with me , she often comes to my room and spend the nights with us , Jess loves her so much , but she didn't tell her yet , and i think that Luna loves her back ,
"No , not really, Pans who are you going with?" I asked and i regret asking "draco asked me so we're going together", of course he will ask her , why will he ask a girl he hate the most in this world to go with him , my heart dropped, not believing if he will ever love me , i started hating myself, is it because i am skinny , is it my long black hair , is it my height , or is it just me ....
The thought of me hating myself is getting bigger , I can't do this anymore, i am trying hard to forget that i fucking love him , why would i ever love such a toxic guy as him , why , i hated myself for loving him, i don't want to but i can't stop it , my heart melts by saying his name , it broke when i see him with her , but it collected it self when i remember him as a kid , he was kind , cute, loving, caring, but not anymore ...
I don't want this to happen to me , but I can't , my thoughts were cut of my someone i bumped into ,"i am so sorry" i said taking a step back , "it's not a problem, i am the one who's sorry , i was in rush" he gave me a slight smile "by the way i am Miles Bletchley" he held out his hand for me to shake it and i did "Maria Russo, nice to meet you Miles"i gave him a smile , " i have to go see you later , Maria" he pulled his hand away and ran to the way he was going to ,
"Luck is coming down from the sky , girl" we all laughed at Jess's comment , "shut up" i groaned , laughing again ,
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I was listening to music , dancing on the beat , when i felt something wrong , my balance was fading , my breath hitched as my eyes rolled inside , seeing nothing , falling to the ground .......
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My eyes were so heavy for me to open them , i feel dizzy , i tried so hard to open my eyes and they finally opened , i looked around me , i am in a dark place , why there is no light , "aghhh" i groaned feeling pain in my head , the bed i was on is so comfortable , soft , cozy , but all these thoughts were ruined by him , he walked into the room then noticed that I'm awake , "you're finally awake" his words made me melt , "what do you mean , and where am I ?" I was still confused ,
" You're in my dorm and you've been sleeping for three days" what ... "Wait, what , did you just say three days , this can't be possible" i was loosing my control, i tried to get up from the bed but i immediately fell back on it "are you fucking stupid you just woke up " did he just called me stupid , "don't you dare call me stupid, Malfoy" i wanted to kill him , i hated him , my heart was no longer falling for him ,
