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"Honestly, I have never experience love that much. My Mom died when I was 5, My Father died with my Mom that time. So I grew up living alone, sometimes my Grandfather and Older sister comes to my house and visit me. For me, They are the most important persons in my life.
I have a friend, She lives far away from me. She's a fun and happy person, I felt love only with my friends and relatives. But then I found my daughter, I adopted her maybe like months ago. She's 4 years old, A happy person, Cute and talented little girl. She's so important to my life, She's my happy pill.
Now, I found someone. That person loves me so much, I told her to stop her feelings but she didn't listen. She said it was too hard.
But as day goes by, Im falling in love. At the end of the day, I'll still choose that person even if the times come that she'll marry someone.
It's just that it doesn't feel so right. I don't deserve to be loved by someone like that tiny human. Im sad that if One day, I'll just hurt that person. I don't want that.
But for now, I'll just keep my feelings and love that important person secretly. I felt love from her Mom too. Her Mom is kind and lovable, We never met before until one day I met her, I feel like she's my Mom. The way she takes care of me and so on.
So, Yeah. I never felt love so much. But whenever I felt love it's always worth it for me. It may hurt me someday but I'll enjoy my time with them for now." I said As I read what I wrote yesterday. I smiled at them as they clap their hands. I sat down to my seat and puts the letter back to my bag.
After my parent's died, I never smiled, I never let anyone see me smile.
But as I grow up, I found the time that I had to smile it is when I found myself too cold and sad. But I only smile with the people Im comfortable with. I smiled with my friends, to my daughter. And to people I am with right now.
I miss my Mom and Dad, I miss going out with them, Playing with them. How I wish I could turn back time to that day that I spend time with them so much.
"Mina, Sorry for your loss" Miss Nayeon said. "No, Im fine now. 19 years had passed without them, Im already fine." I said, Im already fine. I just really miss them so much.
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"Okay, I don't have a practice until weekend. So it's like Once or Twice a week" I said while looking at my schedule. "I can pick up my daughter today" I utters and removed the paper infront of my face.
"Aish" I said when I got startled by Chaeyoung. "You're really small" I said then she pouts. How cute, I pinched her cheeks.
She hugged me then I hugged her back. "Do you have a problem?" I asked. "Nothing" She answered, "Well...Okay" I said and walked to the parking lot with this little tiger.
"Chaeyoung, What if I call you little tiger?" I asked.
Chaeyoung's POV
"Chaeyoung, What if I call you tiger?" She asked me.
Puta, Is this for real. Ah!! "That's cute" I answered. "Then I'll call you little tiger sometimes or Cub" She said.
She's giving me a nickname!! Cub!! And little tiger!!
I should calm down or else I might faint. HAHAHA
"See you tomorrow, I'll pick heejin up today" She said. "Yeah, See you tomorrow"
"Stay safe little tiger" She said and pats my head. Putangiiinnaaaaa!! She patted my freaking heeeaaad!!. [A/N: puta ako yung kinikilig sa ginagawa ko eh, Puta and Putangina aee bad words so sorry I wrote that]
