A Life I'm Not Ready For

Part 3: Pain

Doc Williams escorted me to see the kids. They were so beautiful. I shed a tear for my mom. She saw all of the kids but she was only able to hold Haemon. She was going to hold all of them but the seizure kicked in as soon as she put Haemon down.

My mom was told way early in the pregnancy that there would be complications but that wasn't going to stop her from having her kids which I now am claiming as mine.

Doc Williams told me that the kids would be able to come home in about 2 days. I told him that I would come back tomorrow as see them. He said, " Kendall there's one more thing. I've known your parents since forever and they trusted me.

Your mom and dad both had 20 million dollar life insurance policies. It is now yours. I am the overseer but there is 5 grand in your car under the driver's seat. Go get everything you need." I was so relieved. I told him thank you and Khya and I ran to the car. We drove to Khya's house. I told her that I would come get her in the morning. I went home to think things over. I went to the bathroom and washed my face. I washed as if I was going to wash the color off my face. I go back into the living room to watch TV. I see Bones.

Kendall: Wassup Bones.

Bones is a neighborhood crook who went to jail for 2 years for something he didn't do. He has trouble with a lot of other people but had a liking to my family since he was a kid.

Bones: Nothing, man. I was wondering if I could take a shower.

Kendall: Of course.

Bones: Thanks man.

Bones goes to the bathroom to take his shower. He calls about 10 minutes later.

Bones: Kendall!!!

Kendall: Yea

Bones: Come here.

I walked to the bathroom. Bones was there naked.

Bones: Man, you ain't give me no towel.

Kendall: Sorry man. Come right this way; I'll give you a towel and clothes.

I gave them to him. I left him alone to get dressed. He called again 2 minutes later.

I went up to the room. I didn't see him. I walked in a little further. Then, Bones attacked me. He held me down. Then. His homeboy, Rod, came to hold me down. Then, he pulled down my underwear. I started to scream. He slapped me and told me to be quiet. I hushed. He then unbuckled his pants and pulled them off and his underwear came off too. Then, he raped me. He then got off me and swaped places with Rod. Rod, then raped me. Then, Rod let me up. We then had a conversation.

Kendall: Why did y'all do this?!?!?!?

Bones: Cause we felt like it. Now, if you tell anyone, we'll kill you! We'll be back tomorrow. After then, we will leave you alone.

Bones and Rod left. I cried, thereafter. I called Khya. I told her to come over. She was there in less than 10 minutes. We then had a very needed conversation.