HaruDam Collection | Haruto × Yedam

008 Rooftop (3/5)

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"Feeling better?" He asked, looking at my side.

I somehow feel a sense of relief to let go of what I'm feeling.

I nodded in response and said, "thank you for listening."

"It's nothing, we all need someone who'll listen to us and sometimes we need to be the person that listens," he said with a warm smile plastered on his face.

And I smiled back at him, my tears are nowhere to be found now or maybe there is no more tears for me to cry.

"It's already past midnight, I should get going now," he said while getting up.

"And you'll carry on, you can do it, Fighting, bye," he waved bye at me and started running towards the door going downstairs.

I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye or ask his name. Damn, he surely can run fast.

I also got up and started to walk downstairs.

I got to my room after a few minutes of walking in the stairs. I didn't use the elevator 'cause I feel like emoting for a while at the stairs.

I took a quick shower and changed into my pajamas. Then, I lie down on my bed while staring at my ceiling and my thoughts starts to run wild again. The thoughts and feelings that was gone for awhile when I was with the stranger is now starting to find its way back to me. I feel the loneliness, sadness and mostly pain.

How is Jeongwoo now? Is he feeling the same pain I am enduring now or is he okay? I hope he's okay.

Does Junghwan know Jeongwoo's feelings? I hope Jungwhan will take care and love Jeongwoo as much as I do or maybe even more.

Jeongwoo will probably be mad at me when he know what I did earlier. We might not be together anymore but I know he still cares and he probably still see me as a friend.

He'll probably give me a never ending nagging about my idiocy until he cries and will only stop when I reassured him that I won't do idiotic things again.

I smiled a little remembering every moment that Jeongwoo nags with a combination of small punches on my arms.

I'll miss his nagging, even his punches in between. I'll miss him but I need to let go. He'll be happier with someone else. And for me, like the guy earlier I need to carry on.

Speaking of the guy earlier what the hell is his name. I'll try to find him tomorrow, I want to know his name and maybe treat him to something as a thank you.

What was I even thinking earlier, why did I think jumping off the building will do me good. I'm probably out of my senses and my feelings got over the best of me. But thanks to that guy, I'm somewhat back to my senses.

I'll be fine sooner or later. I can do this. I'll be happy for Jeongwoo and find happiness myself too.

But I know the pain I'm feeling now will accompany me for a while. But it will pass. I know I'll heal too.