Different soul

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Helping is my job. Yeah, that sounds weird and miserable. Because it is. In some ways. In some not. Helping packs that are in a war against each other or rouges sounds like I am helping to charity cases. Am I doing it? In reality no. The only reason why am doing this is that people starting to give you credit, attention, reputation. They make you their own villain or hero. They give you power.

Attention makes you powerful even when you are not aware of that. With that people are scared of you and give respect. I don't need respect but fear is something that I love when people feel about me when they meet me.

Now, I am heading to one of the very well-known packs. They don't have a big number of members but they are still very relevant. Alpha has a very short temper, big ego, and cruel punishment from what his reputation says. Sounds like classic Alpha with an awful personality(probably spoiled brat). His Beta is nice in a professional way. But literally. He is a definition of a businessman. He makes an estimate even if he is a werewolf and I am nearly fucking witch. Like does he maybe need my card number or biography? But whatever. I heard he have a funny mate.  Yeah, that gives me hope. Maybe I will not die of boredom. While other members are some of the best and most loyal warriors known. They probably will not eat Russian salad just because it's not from their country. Again boring and patriotic. The only thing that I actually like in this pack is the fact that women can be warriors too. Which actually is not a very common thing. Most of Alphas only gives women chance to be nurse, chef, or a maid. And that's bullshit. Do I sound like a feminist? Yes. Am I a feminist? Yes.

The reason, why I am helping them, is actually very ironic. They don't have enough doctors, nurses, and people like that while they have more injured than they take care of. But the biggest problem is their non-existent time to really heal because of war. So, in particular, I will be someone nurse or doctor. Ew, no( no offense). I am going to change my role a little. Just because my abilities can heal injuries doesn't mean I am going to do just that. Even if they want just that from me.

I don't know what exactly I want to be there. But I will probably manage somehow to be a warrior. Even if other members of the sovereign association wouldn't like that. Because that will look like association take a side. Honestly, I don't care. They are just a group of Alphas with large packs and big reputations who control other packs, making some general rules/laws and taking care of "political" problems. So if I became a warrior for the pack that would mean I/asociation is taking sides. In a political way, of course, it's not okay. But this is a war against whole new pack rouges. These rouges are just a bunch of depressed wolves who don't have a mate (or families in general) so they are taking advances from real packs in the worst ways. Like, find the life or try to actually become part of some pack not instead to try to destroy them. Pathetic. I really don't like them even if I was kinda like them. They are like werewolves' version of immigrants(not nice ones). And that is why associations can not take a side.

I am part association because of my powers( i prefer to call them abillities) and reputation. I am not werewolf. Well i think that i am not. I didnt feel my wolf for years. The point is I am not like other members (what pick me energy) and that is often reason of speculation of my membership. While I am having none of it. Some people love to mock me about like Clara Nadalski. But that tall brunette had other things saying when we shared the bed. Hah. Bitch. Now she has the mate so she moaning some other name. Never was actually interested in her but she was enough to keep boredom from the view. Others like Miho was just unsafisted with fact that not-actual-werewolf is one most important people in this society. Bricks.

I am getting tired of this awfully long road so it's the best to take my sleeping pills* and close my eyes. So i did.

*her pills are not classic humans pills because they wouldn't have affect on her . These pills are stronger and have sides affects that will be revealed in next chapters