336 LILBACKWOOD

"then what am i doing!?!"

Ethan kisses you, and he tastes like vanilla with the slightest bit of chocolate.
He puts his icecream on the bed and his hand on your neck and slighty squeezes making you shiver. He looks you in your eye and you see his eyes change, knowing what he wanted you smile. He starts kissing your cheek and lets go of your neck, but moving his hand to your hair and pulls your head back, making you whimper. He bites and sucks your neck, you slowly feel yourself get wet. You lay down and close your eyes, he lifts your shirt and your breathing quickens. You feel a cold pinch right above your belly button and look down and see Ethan leaning down to suck the icecream off your stomach.

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As Ethan leans down, he looks up at you and smiles. You grab his head and bring him close to your lips but he pulls away.

You: uhh wow thanksss

Ethan: Shut up you know I love you dork

You: WHAT?!

Ethan: I love you, like a lot... im sorry im so dumb

You: its okay your my dummie

His phone starts ringing and looks at the screen and gets up and walks to the livingroom in a hurry.

You wait and listen

Ethan: Hey baby, its been a min, how's your fineass doin?
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aye thas wussup..
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nah my room dirty as fucc, less meet at yo house
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Ight baby, see you in a bit

Ethan walks back into the room and you lay down facing the wall,

Ethan: hey baby i gotta go, a friend needs me, alright?

You: yea ok

Ethan leaves and you lay on your back and plug your phone in to the charger and put on one of your spotify playlists, you drift off, feeling hurt and disapointed because how Ethan left so fast and how he didnt even bother to at least a kiss on the forehead.
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You roll on your side and you feel a hand slowly touch your face. You open your eyes and see Ethan slightly smiling down at you. You still feel tired and close your eyes, and Ethan starts playing with your hair.

Ethan: Hey baby, you tired?

You: yeah i have a little bit of a headache..

Ethan oh ight well imma lay down, I'm sooo tiredd

You move over and Ethan sits on the edge of the bed and you stare at his back while he takes off his shirt, you notice some red marks on his lower back and some on his shoulders. You get up and touch one close to his neck and he stops doing what hes doing.

You: Ethan...

Ethan:...

You: what happened?

Ethan: nothing..

You: Promise?

Ethan: yea, I'm tired can i lay down?

You: yea sorry

He lays down and you stay looking at his back, knowing what he had done, but not being able to say it, then as you think about what to say, you blurt it out...

You: what the fuck Ethan ?!

Ethan: what??

You: you really went to fuck some girl

Ethan: chill yous trippin, goofy

You: nah fuck you, i know what you did, i heard you

Ethan: so ion give a fuck, you aint my girl, ian yo man, get off my shit gotdamn

You: OH. MY. GOD. REALLYYY, THEN WHY AM I FUCKING HERE, WHAT AM I FUCKING DOING !!!?!?!?

Ethan: Fuck off, it aint my prollem, matta fact get out my house you hoe

You: fuck you, you little bitch, i hate you, dont talk to me again nigga

You grab your stuff and walk to the front door, and as you walk you look for Doobies name and call him...

Doobie: hey shortie, wassu

You: Can you come pick me up??

Doobie: where you at?

You: Ethan's

Doobie: Ayo you guud?

You: Its whatever

Doobie: ight well be there inna min

You: ight thanks

Doobie: no prollem, ight cya

You: yea

You wait outside by Ethans car and you pop in your airpods and listen to Ethans music and cry, thinking about how much of a ass he is, but how much you love him. You were staring up at the stars for a bit then Doobie pulls up and gets out the car. Next thing you know is hes picking you up off the ground and carrying you to the car, when you get there he puts you in the backseat and sits next to you, he takes out a airpod and holds you, with your head on his chest, you hear his heartbeat, and he asks

Doobie: whats wrong?
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Doobie: did E do sum to you?
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Doobie: did he hurt you?
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Doobie: look you dont gotta tell me, just stop crying, okay??

You didnt even notice you were still crying, and when he pointed it out you felt like shit again.

Doobie: okay?

You: yeah.

Doobie: ight now lemme get you in a bed, you look tired asf...

As he drove, you looked at the sky thru the window and glanced at Doobie, sitting next to you in the drivers side, and he smiled at you. You smiled back, still feeling like shit, but you had to get something off your chest...

(To Be Continued :) )