𝐸𝑔𝑜//𝒩𝒶𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒶 𝒟𝑒𝓋𝑜𝓇𝒶

𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝖜𝖗𝖊𝖈𝖐

it was a rainy morning. i was in my bed when i got a phone call from kio. 

i picked up all excited. 

"hello!" i said with excitement. 

"nailea?" kio said. he sounded blue.

"yeah?" 

"is it true that you kissed both bryce and vinnie?" 

my heart stooped beating for a second i swear. i felt something in my chest break. i couldn't answer. i knew the answer but i just couldn't answer. it wasn't how i imagined that he will find out. i didn't think he will find out at all honestly. god i'm so stupid. i wanted to quit the ego boosting thing right there but i didn't...idk why. 

"kio..." i started.

"so it is true." 

"but it's not what you think." 

"it isn't? i think this is is exactly what i think it is. and i think that you used me! just like you used them. but they don't care about you and they aren't stupid as me to fall for you this fast!" he said.

"kio...i never wanted to hurt you. it's a stupid thing i had to do. if it wasn't for that thing i would never have met you." 

"stop it nailea. i really thought you are different. goodbye." he said and hung up. 

i started crying really hard. he was someone i truly cared about. i really did. but i screwed up. just like i always do.  

larray called me about 100 times but i never picked up. i had my sad songs playlist on and i was crying. 

it was a really fucked up day. when i looked at my phone it was already 7.13 pm and my spotify was playing train wreck. 

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