𝐸𝑔𝑜//𝒩𝒶𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒶 𝒟𝑒𝓋𝑜𝓇𝒶

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖎𝖒𝖊

4 am in the morning. i'm just awake i don't even know why. i couldn't stop thinking about nic and how he will feel if he finds out that i kissed tayler. oh, god...life. am i right or am i right. 

well i should go to sleep tomorrow is a big day. i have to tell my besties all the tea. but they won't be happy about the whole nic thing. they said to kiss as many guys as possible but after kio thing and now the nic thing i think i might actually give up on this bet. it's a good thing that it will all end soon. 6 guys so far. not bad nailea. 

every kiss with those guys were a crime because i just used them. that's nothing like me. what is happening to me? am i just like those girls in high school that i hated. 

and on top of that my favorite crime is the one i didn't commit yet...nic.

hopefully he will never know. but i'm a fool if i think that is even possible. tayler is his friend he might even know by now. 

my head i so confused but my heart is pure and it know who it belongs to. 

i had to something if i didn't want to loose nic. so i decided to call him. 

my heart was beating like it never has before. i felt guilty even tho he wasn't my boyfriend so kissing tayler wasn't cheating. my conscience thought differently. i mean it was just wrong.

it was 4 am and i didn't think he will answer. but he did.

"nailea? is everything ok?" he answered.

"hey, nic. i'm so sorry for calling this late but i just felt lonely and needed company." i said.

"oh, that's fine. i will gladly be your company." 

"thank you. anyways i needed to tell you something too." 

"what is it?" 

i needed to tell him. i felt like that was the right thing to do.

"umm...please don't get mad but i kind  of kissed tayler today. and i know that you may or may not feel the same but i really like you and kissing tayler just made me realize that even more." 

"woah, well i don't know what to say..." 

"just say anything please..." 

"i do have feelings for you in that i'm sure." 

"you have..." i couldn't believe that he just said that.

"i do, and i'm glad you told me." 

i smiled. i was so glad that he didn't got mad. but in that exact moment i started feeling a little dizzy. 

"i'm glad you like me. um...uh, nic i don't feel very well. i think i'll go to sleep now. anyways maybe we could go..." and that was it. i blacked out.

the last thing i remember is nic's voice: "NAILEA! if this is a prank...i'm coming over." 

and then...black.