Smile?!

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Everyday I force a smile so people won't see my pain. But they say the people who smile most have and feel the most pain. I see the train again, should I do it now? I stand on the railroad tracks when the train is coming but then it stops. The driver saw me. And he stopped going. He called the police and then they called my mom! She comes down to get me. "Thank goodness you're alright" says mom. But... She runs to her bag that she let me used ( apparently it was expensive ) and hugged it. She walks away to the car and drives home. I am stuck at the police station for the night. I don't get it? I didn't do any thing wrong, did I? I just wanted to be happy and free!¡

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