Just deal with it!

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I sit on my bed every night and cry myself to sleep! My door is locked!! I can still do it, but I can't, I won't. I have to go to school now:( I just can't go back there. I don't have any friends and everyone hates me!! I walk along the railroad tracks after school each day. And I think about it. I see the train coming! Should I do it? Should I jump? The train passes by... I have to live another day. When I get home I go straight to my bedroom, do my homework and then eat NOTHING. I tell my mom I am tired and go to bed. I try and try but it usually ends up in tears. Then I think why did I let the train pass by. I could have been happy by now. Saved from this horrible world!

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