Chapter Three
DARA’S POV
My first day wasn’t that great besides talking to Jaejoong. I never dare to look at Donghae since that incident. I know it’s true but I just can’t bear it!
Weeks passed but Jaejoong and I never had the “REAL TALK”. We would always talk about the school stuffs and not anything else.
It was all a blur and now it’s August! I’ve always stalk his facebook page and every time I open it, I always feel disappointed. His status will always be with his precious girlfriend, Yuri.
Kwon Yuri is one of the most popular girls in our school. She’s like a celebrity while I was just an ordinary student. She is the cheer leader while I am on the bleachers cheering for the players. She is the beauty while I am the school assistant.
Life can sometimes be unfair right?
One-sided love is such a pain-in-the-ass! It hurts so much that I could burst. I think I have to change my lifestyle for now. I should focus on my studies.
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NOVEMBER
My teacher said that I am the one she chooses for our “BRAIN QUIZ BEE”.
“Alright, yehey! I was selected.” I said sarcastically in my thoughts.
Yeah, right! Why would I be selected with that stupid quiz bee! Oh gosh~ I should have never studied my lessons very well! I know you think that I’m absurd but you see I am starting to let my feelings fade away and let go of Jaejoong. And now, I can’t! You know why? Because Jaejoong is the president of the School Council and he is the one who will supervise the quiz bee! Arggh~ I JUST HATE IT!
“Sandara Park!” My teacher called me.
“Yes, ma’am?”
“I need you to come with me and Jaejoong at my desk in the faculty room now!”
“HUH?? Me with Jaejoong? But.. but why Mrs. Kim?
Mrs. Kim frowned at me.
“I’ll teach you in advance for the upcoming quiz bee and Jaejoong will do something for that said program. Why Ms. Park? Is there any problem?”
“I..uhmmm..”
SILENCE
I just lowered my gaze and looked on the ground. I couldn’t speak. I have never been like this before. I couldn’t think of anything.
MY MIND WAS BLANK.
“Ah ma’am Ms. Park isn’t feeling well!” Donghae stood up and said it to the teacher.
“Really? Why?”
I looked at Donghae. I frowned at him and looking at him like WHAT-ARE-YOU-DOING look. I shook my head.
“She has LBM.”
When I heard him say that, my eyes widen up. I closed my eyes and sighed heavily. Then, I opened my eyes again and looked at him. He looked at me and just wink. All our classmates were laughing.
“Well, if that’s the case, Ms. Park should go home now.”
I looked at Mrs. Kim and ran outside. I’m so humiliated but at the same time I should be thanking Donghae for that. Besides, he’s the only one who knew my secret so I think I’ll make him pass this time.
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I was walking on the sidewalk when suddenly someone tapped my back. I was perplexed that I punch him in the face.
SILENCE
I gasped in horror.
“OH MY GOSH~!!! Jaejoong-ssi! Are you alright??!!”
“I..uhmm.. I think so!”
“BLOOD!!!”
“Huh? Where?”
I pointed his mouth were the blood is coming out. I gasped continuously.
“Oh my gosh~ I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to do that. That was just the adrenaline. Sorry.”
I helped him get up.
“No, it’s okay. It’s just a simple blood. I’m not killed so it’s okay. But you know, I didn’t think that you’re that strong!”
I frowned at him.
“I..uhmmm.. I mean, with that body I would never imagine your strength would made a guy say that you’re scary.” He smiled at me.
I just smiled back at him awkwardly.
“I’m really sorry!” I said while bowing with a 90 degrees bow.
SILENCE
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SILENCE
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I don’t know what to say or how to start a topic with him. It’s just awkward. It’s like 6 months since we had a real talk so it’s hard for me. And currently I am trying my best to stay away from him as much as possible.
“I..uhmm Are you really okay?”
“Huh” I said
“You’re spacing out, you know?”
“Me???”
“Yes! Every time I looked at you in the school you are always spacing out. You’re always had something deep to think of. Is there something bothering you?”
Wait did he say that he looks at me?? OHMYGOSH~ Is this a sign??!
*diessssss
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YES, THERE IS!! IT IS YOU!!! It’s you who’s bothering me this past 6 months! I’m hurt!!!!
But.. No..no..noooooo! That can’t be! He has a girlfriend, right? Maybe he thinks that I’m weird that’s why he looked at me. Yes! That may be the reason and not anything else. STUPID MIND! How can he like me? I’m just a nobody.
<*Sigh> I wanted to say that to his face but just shrug it off.
“Nothing.”
“Oh..” The only word I heard.
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SILENCE
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The awkwardness between the two of us is so unnerving that I can tell what is more awkward. It’s either because I like him and he said that he’s always looking at me or because I punch him in the face and we’re talking right now that it’s like nothing happened.
I decided to break the awkwardness so I asked him.
“By the way, why are you here? Aren’t you supposed to be in school right now?”
“Ahh! Yeah, about that, Mrs. Kim told me that I should be the one to accompany you home. It should be Donghae because he insisted but Mrs. Kim told me that I should be the one to do that. So here I am!”
“Oh..”
He smiled back.
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