Winter's rose

Chapter 2

                  (3 weeks later)

You barely left your room and when you did It wasn't long.

Steve always tried to get you to come out but you always said, "Maybe tomorrow",
And Steve would alway reply with,"You say that everyday".

Until one day Steve had enough,"(Y/n) come on just one night we can go out have some fun or stay here and just talk just please come out" he begged as he sat outside your door.

" Steve just leave me alone I just need sometime to myself",you mumbled trying not to yell at him.

" (y/n) you have been in that room for 3week now come out or I'm going to break down it door" he whispered louder.

"Go ahead",you whispered out.

Before you knew it the door busted opened and steve carefully walked in.

He immediately saw you laid out on the floor in the corner of the room with your head on your knees.

He ran over to you,"Come you cant do this to your self I wouldn't let you do this to your self, nor would bucky", he said in a concerned voice.

"Your a little late he's gone and it's all my fault", you whispered sniffling.

"It not your fault (y/n) there was nothing you could have done you were weak from everything they did to you", he said trying to get you to look at him but failed.

Steve began to lose hope that he would ever get the old (y/n) back.

1 week later

You were still locked away in your room.

You just sat there red puffy.

You would barely go to sleep or eat.

You just want to wake up and it all be a dream but you knew that is was all real.

You didn't want to go to bed but the second your eyelids closed you start to drift off into darkness to tired to open your eyes you let it happen but as soon as you went to sleep the nightmare came and that's all you could think about.

-the nightmare-

You were back at the hydra base holding Bucky hand crying looking into Bucky's blue eyes.

"It's all your fault (y/n) i would be with Steve safe alive",Buckys monotone voice said, his eyes staring into yours.

"No,please no", y/n said tears running down her face

" you the reason I'm dead you let go you ruined my life",Bucky yelled, causing you to flinch and look into his eyes.

"I hate you",bucky said as he fell.

"No no no this isn't happening this isn't real" y/n said say she laid there crying.

She stood up and turn around and fell backwards but before she could hit the ground she woke up crying and sweat all over her body curled up in a little ball in the corner of her bed.

Steve can into at the sound of her sniffling and saw her.

"(Y/n) what happen" Steve said worry in his voice.

But y/n just sat there crying think about everything that just happen in her dream murmuring"it's all my fault" over and over again.