Forbidden Pleasures(Completed)

Hidden Pleasures : Why?

Mina

It's been another long painful day and Chaeyoung is still unconcious. She's still in a very critical condition which worried us every single second that passes by

All of us has been taking turns on visiting her inside hoping she'll recover soon. Unfortunately, her doctor's diagnosis were still the same

She's still not responding positively to the medications and that's making her condition even worse

I'm so afraid of the reality just like everyone of us

I'm so afraid of the reality, that reality of loosing her..

"Please hold on,my love. Don't leave me alone please.."

I held her hands before kissing them

I've been watching her for almost an hour. After so many realizations yesterday, I set aside all my fears and hesitations

I decided to be strong for her and stay beside her as often as I can. She needs me more than ever now

She needs my strength and support more than ever

The scary silence and the sound of the medical machines were surrounding the room which ads to the loneliness and worries I'm feeling right now

The memories I've spent together with her keeps on playing in my mind. Every memory of her was making me lonely

"I miss you so damn much,chaeng"

I miss her laughs..
I miss Her annoyed face. .
I miss Her childish acts and corny jokes..

I miss cuddling with her..
I miss kissing her..
I miss her,everything about her..all of her..

"Please fight for us,chaeng and don't leave me.."

I can't help but to snake my arms on her waist and hugged her. I miss her so much

So much that it hurts me now especially seeing her in this state,almost lifeless

I cried until I heard a knock on the door, time's up

"I'll see you later, my love. I love you so much"

I pecked a kiss on chaeyoung's side lips before smiling bitterly and went to the door. I saw chaeyoung's mom standing outside the door

She's also wearing that weak and painful smile that we all have to hide all our pains and worries

I'm about to leave the room completely when the machine inside chaeng's room began beeping in an alarming sound

"Oh my God,Doc!"

Chaeyoung's mom shouted for the doctor's attention and good thing He's ctually just around the corner to check chaeyoung too

The doctor immediately went inside with her nurse and began checking chaeyoung's vitals but suddenly chaeyoung's body began trembling in a horrible way

God please..save her, please..

I silently prayed while watching them do things at chaeyoung but what scaref me the most is when they began reviving her

Again..

My tears began streaming down my face as my mouth fell agape

I can't take the scene anymore. My knees suddenly felt so weak making me collapsed into the ground while they're reviving chaeyoung for the second time around