They say those who know better do better
Sometimes u know better but at the time it all feels so good so u flow with the worst
Love is a funny thing invisible yet powerful, wars are raged in the name of love, lives are lost in the name of love, hopes, dreams, future, happiness all shattered in its quake
I thought myself superman omniscient to all its guiles, unphased by its appearances, impervious to all its venom
Yet here I am lying in some remote junkyard tossed away no longer wanted, staring at an open chest missing a part like a broken clock
Tears trickling down these cold cheeks, drowning in the rain of sorrow as it falls from the sky all around me in puddles of hopelessness
Bound by the chords of despair, aching in that left section of my cavity where I have been shot
Soaring high I was in love's treacherous territory indifferent to its threat, all confidence in my titanium armoured vest
A 50 cal and reel of armour piercing rounds was all it took
Strapped to a chair tortured and starved for days as love shows no mercy
Demanding I cave and I break and make that phone call and I say all the things I know I shouldn't and make a big mistake
Refections roam about my mind of all those happy times within the sunset, all those days when it was just you and me against the world and nothing else mattered
I was a fool to think I could control love, I was a fool to think all those defences would protect me
In the end we live to betray each other, I gave you my heart and in the end you gave it away
Its a continued cycle and laying here in this junk yard I will be recycled just to end up right where I started
