Rosie POV
The connection me and nicki have trippled when we made love last night. I find myself wanting to be near her every second.
"Babe?" Nicki waves her hand in my face.
"Uhm..?" I ask looking at her as she smiles at me. I smile back.
"Do you love me?" She ask and I was shocked and a bit hurt by that question.
"Of course I do, why would you ask that?" I ask.
She stays quiet for a few seconds then speaks.
"Because, I wanna make it offical" She says.
"You wanna get married?" I ask.
"No, I mean atleast not yet but what I mean is, I havnt officially left my mark on you" She says.
"Uhm, I'm pretty sure you did, when you bit the shit out of me yesterday" I say. She chuckles and smiles.
"No, actually I didn't" She says.
"What do you mean?" I ask confused. "Your fucking teeth marks are still here!" I say pointing to where she bit me.
"I mean...I want you to be with me forever.....I wanna turn you" She says.
I didn't know how to react to that question so I just froze.
"Rosie?...babe?...baby I'm sorry...if you don't wanna go through with it then that's fine" She says.
What do I do?. I don't wanna hurt her, cause I know she really wants me to say yes but I just can't see myself being like her, I wanna live my life to the end. I wanna go through the process like ever other human, I wanna grow old.
"Baby I-"
"I know...its ok" She says and give me a short smile and a peck on the lips then gets up and walks out the room.
She's hurting. I don't like it.
Nicki POV
She doesnt want me to turn her and I understand but I was really hopeing she would say yes. I want us to be together for eternity. I don't want to live on forever without her by myself. I don't want to live on forever and see her grow old and pass away, I won't be able to handle it. She means everything to me and I can't go on without her.
I head into the kitchen to see safaree laughing it up with renae.
"Wanna laugh too, what's so funny?" I ask.
They look at me still sorta laughing.
"It was nothing...just safaree being an idiot" Renae says. I chuckle.
"Hey!" Safaree says.
I shake my head to proceed to freezer.
"Where the sausages at?" I ask looking through the freezer.
"Uh...I ate the last two" Safaree says.
"Really?" I ask turning around to look at him.
"Sorry" He says.
I shake my head and close the freezer.
"Where's rosie?" Safaree ask.
"Upstairs" I say.
"Isn't she coming down here?" Safaree ask.
"I dont know" I say.
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Never Knew...Until Now
Fanfiction"He will hurt you, don't you understand that!?" I want to deny it but I know what she is saying is right. He will hurt me if I don't get away from him...and soon.
