don't ☼ Caspar Lee fanfiction

Chapter 8 ♦

The orange red sunlight became brighter. It was sunday so Liv didn't have to go to work. Caspar was looking down to the ground for almost 15 minutes now. And he never stopped crying. Now and then he made soft sobbing sounds. But it became silent. It almost seemed like the world paused for a few seconds. Everything was quiet, no birds whistling, or cars driving, no sobbing. His accent broke the silent. "Zoë and Joe." He started his story. "They were my friends." The sobbing came back. "What happened to them?" Olivia jumped off the edge on the ground and leaned against the wall. "Zoë killed herself." Caspar slowly got off the edge. "She jumped off the bridge. The bridge were I took you nights ago. She was depressive for years and attempted suicide so many times that I stopped counting." Tears flowed down his cheeks, and Olivia came closer. "Joe and I were devastated. Joe's life changed, his life changed like hell. He became more quiet, ate less, he started seeing things. Things that weren't there, things like Zoë. He started talking to himself and the funeral of his sister became to much for him. He also tried suicide. He took overdosis. But it didn't work. He ended up in the hospital for weeks, months you could say. When he got out, it seemed like he was better. For a few days he laughed and talked again. But then he got an attack. I was in his apartment and he started crying and screaming. I managed to calm him down. Years passed by and Joe found a girlfriend. I never met her. Their relationship didn't last long. After they broke up Joe tried to kill himself, he got hospitalized and the day I wanted to visit him he was gone. He was gone missing. No one knew where he went and he never let anyone know. I don't know if he is dead or if he's alive. It's the worst. I wish he was dead. The thoughts are torturing me, not knowing if he is dead or alive is the worst thing Liv. It really is." He couldn't hold back anymore and he just broke down. These two persons must have been very important to him, thought Liv. She gave him a strong hug and he hugged her back. "Olivia?" Caspar asked whilst they were still hugging. "Hmm?" "Promise me you will always stay." She looked at him, and he looked back. His eyes were red and his lips were almost purple. She came closer and his breath softly touched her face. Before she knew their lips were touching. She threw so much passion in the kiss, she wanted to be with him. She wanted him, he was the one. They needed each other desperately. She took a breath. "Yes, I promise." He kissed her on the head and she snuggled up in his shoulder. He layed his chin on her head. "I love you." She whispered. Millions of feelings rushed through his body, happiness and love overwhelming all the other feelings. This girl was the one. He wanted her, he needed her, he wanted to touch her and he wanted her there everyday. He wanted her and nobody else. Nobody would hurt her anymore. She was the one and only for him. And he would fight like hell for her. "I love you too." 

Caspar threw the the little ball to the other side of the room. So Max would get it and bring it back. He called the dog Max and he was totally healthy again. He made Caspar so happy. Liv gave Caspar her little black ball. One of the few things she had that actually meant something to her. She 'didn't need it anymore' 

A few days later Caspar called her to ask if she could come over after her work. "Hey, why did you want me to come over?" She asked walking inside and saying hi to Max. "I wanted to ask if you want to come with me to Playlist live in America." Olivia looked shocked. She was sitting on the ground playing a bit with Max. She stood up. "Me? When?" "In about one week. But there's one condition." "Sure, what is it?" "You have to come with me to Playlist Live as my girlfriend." The biggest smile appeared on her face. She ran up to him and gave him a big hug. She gave him a kiss and then stepped back. "Let me sleep on this for a night or 3." Caspar's face suddenly became pale. "I'm kidding silly!" She said giving him a soft punch on his arm. "I'd love to. I'll ask my boss for a few days off. I'm sure he's okay with it." They ended up on the couch cuddling and watching series. Both thinking about the fact that they were finally in a relationship.