"Ok. So the thing I wanted to tell you is that... I am really really sorry and I really really miss you. Let's be together."
Y/n pov
I was in complete shock when he said that. I felt Jungkook slapping the guy as he held my wrist and got out of the house while apologizing to my mom and dad.
Time skip
I was now on the bed in pain as tears was filling my eyes. Everything was going too fast that I'm now trying to escape Jungkook's grip but he was too strong. He was thrusting in me like a gorilla. It was terrible. Hickeys and bites over my neck. My wrist about to explode as a bit of blood was on my wrist trying to eascape of his grip. I was crying but he couldn't hear me. I was feeling weak. I can't do anything he is going too far. My legs full purple as my lips were chapped because I tried to scream. When I was there crying I remembered something important.
Flashback
"When things will get too far use the safe word. I don't want to hurt you." Jungkook said as he was looking in my eyes.
"I don't think that I will ever need it. You won't hurt me." I said smiling at him.
End of flashback
I was now trying to make a sound.
"J-jungkook- r-r-ed" I was whispering stuttering. I tried to scream louder. "RED!!!" I finally screamed as he stopped and looked at me. He slowly took out his member as he tried to touch me. I was now crying making myself a ball. I was hurted.
"B-baby?" Jungkook tried to touch my back but I moved so he couldn't touch me.
"D-d-don't touch me." I said while shaking.
"Y-y/n I-I'm r-r-really reall-y sorry baby." He said with tears escaping his eyes. "I'm a horrible boyfriend. I'm so so so so so sorry. Please I will do anything. Let's shower first please baby. Forgive me I'm a monster." He said shaking crying more. "I-is that b-b-blood on y-your wrist?" He asked.
"Y-yes." I said crying on his shoulder.
"My god. Y/n. I swear I will do everything but please just forgive me I won't do this ever again." He said shaking. He carried me to the bathroom as he placed me in the bathtub. We showered together as he placed me on his chest. I was still crying.
"D-does anything hurt?" Jungkook asked worriedly.
"Y-yes." I said trying to calm down thinking it was a mistake and he was just stressed.
"What? What is hurting you baby. Please talk to me. Forgive me I'm real-" I cuted him off by saying.
"My whole body. I'm forgiving you Kook. I love you. This is why." I said.
"Thanks a lot baby. Let's shower. Do you want ice cream?" He asked looking at me hoping I will look back at him. I looked back at him as I smiled.
"Yes please." I said while I kissed his lips. After we showered he carried me in the bed.
"Baby, I'm coming back. Stay here please." He said as he rushed out of the house. After some minutes I heard the door opening as he rushed back in the room. "Here. I went to the store and took your favorite candy's." He said panting. I tried to get up to help him but I failed. I fell on the floor as Jungkook rushed to me and helped me get up.
"I'm ok. Thanks Kook for all the effort." I said resting my head on his shoulder.
"No problem. Does anything hurt now?" He asked looking at me deep in the eyes. He was worried, I can tell that.
"Yes babe. I'm ok don't worrie." I said calming him down.
"I can't believe what I just did. Don't let me touch you ever again." He said again looking in my eyes.
"Kook please. Stop worrying. It's ok. You made a mistake. Everyone is doing mistakes." I said trying to make him comfortable and telling him I am ok.
"Ok baby. Again I'm sorry. I won't touch you. I promise." He said calmly.
"Yes I got it. But mom wants babies." I said laughing.
"Y/n!! Shhh. I won't touch you that rough." He said smiling. We both made ourselves comfortable and ate the ice cream. After some minutes I fell asleep as Jungkook did the same.
~to be continued~
