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It was the day of your funeral, Sicheng. Are you here above us to see how many tears we've cried?
" I'm so sorry, Minji " " I hope you'll be okay " " I wish the best for you " It's all the same sentences. They act like they care but I know they don't. I probably haven't seen half of them since my wedding or a family reunion.
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The ceremony started and I swear to god, I haven't cried more in my life. And before I knew it, I had gone up on the stage and started my speech.
" My dearest love, Dong Sicheng, I miss you already. Are you up above with the clouds and angels? I hope so. I bet you're having a wonderful time up above, dancing with the angels. Although I wish you were dancing with me instead. But I'll always love our moments with eachother and cherish them forever. I-I love you, sicheng "
I started crying near the end but I wiped my tears and got off the stage. Hendery came over, " hey, do you wanna leave or take a break". I looked at him and shook my head, " no, I need to see Sicheng for the last time".
Once all of the speeches were done, it was time to lower him. time to let go of him
I saw his face for the last time as they covered him and slowly lowered him into the ground. I couldn't help but cry so I looked away, I don't want Sicheng seeing me cry.
"Today I cried tears I never would've thought I'll cry. I should be smiling about you, Sicheng, not crying"
