Meredith's POV:
Cormac pulls my waist closer to his "exactly? You asked me to stop..." he says looking into my eyes "don't. Don't ever stop." I reply Cormac smiles mischievously "just friends..." he replies "just friends..." I copy. Cormac walks backwards extending his arms holding onto my hips for one more moment before letting his fingers run off of them. I close my eyes smiling with a sigh as he does this. "Grey you seem to like me more than just friends..." he calls from my bed. "Nope, just friends..." I call back picking up the bags jo brought us."Friends don't give neck kisses, or make you sigh, or wet..." Cormac says as I walk towards the bed.
I like him, I like is company and everything about him but I don't know if I'm ready to date him and what we have now is just perfect. No fights, arguments, disagreements, compilation, just friends who occasionally make out... that's a thing right?
"We're friends... those things won't happen again." I reply sitting down next to him. He looks at me as I look at the ground hiding my face. He tucks my hair behind my ear exposing my face to him he places his hand on my cheek lightly. I turn my head away from him. "Now you're gonna act mad?" He asks. His voice reveling he was hurt by my actions.
I wasn't doing it to make him feel bad... I was acting pissed to try to block my feelings for him. I wanted him to turn my head gently with his hand under my chin making me look at him. I love when he does that. I want his hand on my leg. I want him to hold me. I want him to want and need me but I can't. I can't date him. Not now.
"Being pissed is one thing Mer but ignoring is... I need to get some sleep." Cormac says before standing up walking out of my room into his. I bite my lip watching him walk away, he is hot when he's mad.
Cormac's POV:
I go into my room closing the door that connects Meredith's and mine behind me. I change into the grey sweatpants Jo brought me, brush my teeth and go to lay in bed. I lay on the right side staring at the ceiling.Did I hurt her? Did I over step? Her lips... look so soft, her skin, her touch, god I need her. I can't leave her mad. I can't let her go to bed pissed at me. She hates me. She moved her head away she doesn't want me with her. She said no.
My thoughts taking up the silent room, negative ones sticking out bolder than the positive. "Fuck" I mumble rubbing my hand on the back of my neck. My body seemed to have a mind of its own as I find myself standing up. I walk to the door resting my forehead and hand on it.
"Mer..." I say softly she doesn't respond but I hear her walking around. "Meredith..." I say in a pleading tone. Still no response. I turn the handle to the cold wooden door slowly as I push it open reveling Meredith siting on the edge of her bed. Her eyes full of sadness and almost guilt. "Mer..." I sigh as her eyes lock with mine. A tear runs down her face as she stands up walking past me to the bathroom. "Meredith please." I say leaning on the bathroom door. She doesn't say anything. "Okay I get it you're good at ignoring..." I lightly hit my hand on the door as Meredith giggles. "I heard that. You're not mad... come cuddle with me." I plead. I hear the shower turn on and footsteps grow closer to the door.
"I'm not mad... you might be but I'm not." Meredith says letting the robe she had on slide off her shoulders the smallest bit. "Good night Hayes." She says closing the bathroom door. I sigh stopping the door with my foot. "Not. Fair." I reply. "How am I supposed to sleep now?" I ask half joking. "Use your imagination. I need to shower." Meredith replies as the sound of the shower curtain being pulled drowns out her voice. "Meredith!" I yell playfully. She giggles. "I hate you." I continue keeping the same tone.
"That's too bad, I was going to invite you but if you hate me..." I push the bathroom door open walking in to lean on the bathroom counter "no I was joking! I don't hate you." I interrupt. Meredith sticks her head out of the curtain looking me up and down. "Maybe next time." She says. I sigh rolling my eyes watching her observe me. I push myself off the counter walking closer to her still exposed head. "Baciami" I say looking at her extremely soft lips. "Nope." She says closing the curtain.
Meredith's POV:
I walk out of the bathroom in leggings and a sports bra to see Cormac sitting on my bed. Im drying my hair with a towel as I walk closer to him. "What are you doing?" I ask stopping before I got anywhere close to him. He looks me up and down watching as I bounce my hair in my towel with my hand. "Cor..." I say as he bites his lip. "Come here, I want a hug." He says. I smile walking over to him. He wraps his arms around my waist laying his head gently on my stomach. "Cor..." I say throwing my towel to the chair across the room. "Meredith." He replies. I wrap my arms around his head hugging him back.He picks his head up looking at me while keeping his arms around my waist. "Friends kiss, and have sex, and drives each other insane." He says as I move my hands from the back of his neck to his cheeks "oh yeah?" I ask bitting my bottom lip. He nods.
Cormac's POV:
I could tell Meredith wants to kiss me, she wants more than that but I know she wants to kiss me.I run my fingers up her sides barley touching her, causing her to throw her head back slightly. I chuckle as I watch what just touching her does to her body. "I- I just showered." She moans. I lean closer to her placing small kisses on her hip. "Oh-" she sighs looking down at me as I pull away from her hip. "Mer..." I reply looking at her. "Don't stop." She says lightly pushing my head back to her hip. I chuckle "Nope." I reply grabbing her thighs pulling her on my lap. "This is your chance... are you really going to say no?" She questions raising an eyebrow. I lean forward with out warning closing the space between our lips.
Meredith lightly licks my bottom lip begging for entrance which I gladly give opening my mouth just enough for her tongue to slip in. She moans in my mouth as my hands roam her body. I move from her mouth to her jaw line as she sighs. "C-c-Cor." She moans as I move to her neck. "Oh- my god." I chuckle as I lightly bite her neck. Meredith moved her head giving me even more room. "Y-youre going- to give- me a hickey." She says between sighs. I pull away from her neck making her look at me "there'll be more." I say before going back to her neck. "Shit Cor." She moans as she moves her hips on my lap. I moan still sucking on her neck as she runs her hand down my chest to the string of my sweatpants.
Meredith's POV:
I could feel Cormac growing hard as he kissed my neck. Cormac moves to my collarbone kissing and gently biting me. I moan throwing my head back. Cormac backs away from my neck looking at me. "Are we doing this?" He asks "I can't stop now." I say kissing his neck. "You sure?" He asks I move close to his ear bitting it making it turn red before whispering "si Cormac."AUTHORS NOTE:
Didn't proof read and I hate this. Next chapter is better and cuter. P.s I love the pic I used
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Interlocking (Merhayes)
RandomI wanted to write what I imagine/want/think Merhayes' first kiss would be like this is one of my many ideas of how it could go. (Meredith just got off the vent)