Letters for Lulu

Coming back

Minang, Roxas
Zamboanga del Norte
March 13, 2021

Dear Lulu,
          Hey girl, it's been like FOREVER! HAHAHA! How are you? Oh, I saw that smile. I guess you're happy. Those past weeks had been like a dream. You never thought it would end like this.
          Last week, family problem came up and made things so complicated now. You're not even comfortable being around your relatives in your neighborhood. You know they are now criticising you and your family.
           You even got estranged with your cousin. She didn't have any thought of owing you. After all, you're the one making her essays for her past modules.
           It makes sense she hadn't  give you her modules anymore. You never knew she's been up to some treacheries. How could she even point your flaws if she got more humiliating and disgraceful flaw-- she doesn't even knew how to make essays. Like seriously? in her eleventh grade of studying? She didn't even have a thought how shameful was that. All she knew was just following trends.
          And that's not just that. You joined your former squad doing project. You don't have a choice. They seems like the only group who want to be graded with that performance in Media and Information Literacy subject. So you've gone with them even if it's hard for you to face them. But maybe, it's just some way of the universe to make you be with them again, you thought. For you to trust them again.
          You tried to open up your heart to them though, hoping your friendship will be back again. But you failed. You felt bad with them. You are there but you felt like you're not. You suggested ideas, but they just ignored it.
           They even invite you to bond with them today. All Earthnians batch 2018-2019 are invited. But you didn't go there. You feel like you don't belong to them. It's just a shame if you'll come. You'll just be out of place and we both knew you're tired sick about it.
          However, today you are happy. Even though it's hard for you to trust someone, it's not hard to trust God. And God proved it to you today. You've just decided now to wear skirts again as it's God's will. You are giving yourself to Him again. Though you backslided, you are coming back to Him again. And it just means that God has never let you go. He's been there the whole time holding on you, never letting you go far away from Him.
          Now, your starting to think positive again. You prayed that God will heal the wound that others cost to you so you can already move on and would no longer pent grudge against them that cost you pain. And you're already claiming it in Jesus' name!
          That's right Lulu. You are doing well. Just lean on to God for He can do everything. Don't stop praying. Keep your communication to God always healthy and burning.
          Maybe that's all I can write for now. Be a good girl Lulu. May God be with you always.

Love,
Luke