Camilas last minute...

We are with you Shawn

"We are with you Shawn"

When I said that he was shocked for a moment, but then got back to himself. I hugged him and from him a kiss on the cheek
"When do we want to have the funeral?" Said Shawn's father
"Can we wait a little longer, please?" Shawn said in a way that was just heartbreaking, this sadness I just couldn't but I had to stick with him, I'll pull this off with him, he won't do it alone, never.

3 days later:
I was just scrolling through insta when I said a post from a fan page that said "we love you Shawn, you don't have to go through this alone"
His fans are simply the best, but there are some who are really idiots, I'm talking about the jealous fans. There are fans who respect our relationship but I really don't care because as long as we are happy everything is perfect but right now everything is not perfect because I'm worried about Shawn and his mental health, I want him to know that we are there for him and I'll show him that too.

When I finished reading I thought to myself I would make a video where I would like to thank you so that you know how much you mean to us. I picked up my cell phone and pressed the camera
"Hey, guys, how are you, what are you doing? I just wanted to say that we are really grateful that you support us so much, thank you for your love and everything we really love you, I hope you know that and since we are also currently dealing with this corona thing I hope you are all healthy, stay healthy and take care of yourself, love you ❤️ "
Then I blew the video and put my phone down and wanted to go to sleep. But then it occurred to me that I didn't say goodnight to Shawn, and you don't know what kind of drama he'll make, he's really a baby sometimes, but that's what I love about him as much as I could list more things that I love about him .

detail of his skin as soft as a pillow that you just washed, his smile that gets bigger and more beautiful every time, I hope he gets it back, these wonderful hair that has become a little longer, these arms that are bigger and more beautiful Look stronger make me melt Like I said I could go on for hours but there's no time for that.

I went to his chat and wrote quickly
"Heyy Shawn I wanted to say good night to you, I hope you sleep well and have sweet dreams love you ❤️🥀🌙"

Then I waited for him to write back to me, which he did, I said he was online and so he wrote back
"Thank you, I wish you a wonderful night too, I love you 😘"

When I saw that I was happy and then went to sleep too.I really love him he's my safe place whenever I feel sad or lost he is with me and picks me up when I am down,I feel so good when he's around,I want to see his smile for the rest of my life until the day we meet each other again in another life. I know him forever now I know him better ,does he know how hard my heart is beating when he tells me that he's gonna stay at night?

I heard of a myth that says if you smile at the sky the moon will give you a beautiful dream...☁️

I hope it's true