Camilas last minute...

The smile

but not everything in life goes according to plan, I would have just not been so stubborn and would have forgiven him but it's too late for that now. It was raining and the sun was shining the weather was beautiful to look at because you could see a rainbow, I loved everything that was colorful I loved colors I wish that everything was so happy but this life consists only of suffering and pain.

"The meal is ready" called my mother I went to her in the kitchen to eat shawn was also with us and there was noodles with banana to eat as I loved it for many it is definitely a bit strange but as shawn once said "you see the banana and you want the banana "learned that from me.

"When does your interview start?" I asked "in an hour"
the hour in which no one suspected what could happen
"oh okey" i said then, he got ready and everything went well then the interview started they were talking i listened to them but so they couldn't hear me
then you asked the question where it all started
"do you already have any marriage plans?"

i had already thought about it and I was always happy to think about how we are going to get married i would of course wear my grandmother's dress because it's tradition, i'm waiting for it

"No, and we don't really plan to get married either".

that was his answer i was shocked
was he serious?
I looked at him shocked and confused at the same time in the hope that he would notice that I see it differently
but what he did was completely opposite he smiled at me
You don't know how that smile made me angry
that smile full of joy and happiness
I felt something inside of me
something I've never felt ...

The interview was over and I started shawn at I wanted to see what he would do after such an action, he didn't even notice that I was angry that upset me even more, he turned on the TV and looked at harry potter and called my name " camila "
I turned to him and he indicated that I should sit down but I did not want to I went to meik room and lay down something that everything had stressed me too much.