PROLOGUE.
"Thanks to you, my life is ruined! Next time, just stay in your room and don't show your retarded face." With that, my 12 year old incredibly rude step-brother slammed my door and left. Well, speaking of rudeness, I guess it runs in the family. I have a pretty screwed up family.
Well, what happened? Apparently I ruined my stepmother's reputation in her stupid bookclub. How? I went down to the kitchen to get some water. Her precious members saw me and she got pissed, yelled at Marco later on and told him that his party's canceled. Yes, that's pretty much it.
Oh, and somehow I forgot to bring my cup of water upstairs after getting yelled at. But there's NO way that I'm going downstairs again.. My dad will probably just start hitting me and insulting me again. Slu, bitch, scum, I've had it all. My dad hates me, because well, when I was five, my mom slept with this guy from the club because my dad didn't pay any attention to her. She then ran away with that dude, got into a car accident and died.
I really look like my mom, and my dad loathes her so much that..well, you get the picture right? And needless to say, Marco and my step-mother, Ruby hates me as well. Ugh, that hypocritical bitch. She's all about power and status in the neighbourhood. I can't take this anymore. Seriously.
'I'm sorry that my retarded face ruined your fucking life.' I wrote that down on a post-it and stuck it on the bedpost. Here we go, *slick*! I climbed up the bed and pulled the covers over as blood trickled down my right hand.
It's gonna be over soon. It's gonna be over soon, I told myself. The pain that I felt was not as painful as everything that I have gone through since the day my mom left and my dad married this monster who gave birth to a baby monster. Twelve years of suffering.. it's gonna be over soon.
You know? Apparently, cutting yourself doesn't hurt. I googled it. Hah, bullshit. It hurts like shit. But then, it's nothing compared to everything I've been through the past twelve years. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh.
Goodbye, world. Goodbye, pain.
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HELLO. :)
Sorry if it's a little boring, cause it's just the prologue. BUT, it'll be interesting soon. So get excited for the next chapter or whatevs. :D
Song of the day? Pray by Justin Bieber. Sorry guys, this song is just so nice and meaningful. :)
And I don't have a right title for this story yet because I'm not sure how the storyline is gonna go yet. So sorry for the very crappy title, I just have NOTHING in my mind. BLANK. :'(
Chapter 2 will be uploaded soon!
XO.
