Fuck it

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A/N: I'm watching Love Simon while writing this so I might cry tonight- Nope, yeah, I'll definitely cry tonight. 

Dream's POV:

"What the hell!" George yelled. My head felt like shit and I couldn't think straight and I could tell my mind was fuzzy but I couldn't quite make out what was happening. I knew I was drunk and angry though. "I-I'm sorry! I couldn't let him just do that without doing anything!" I yelled back and wiped my nose. "Oh my- come here," George grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the bathroom. He grabbed a towel and got it wet, then placed a hand on my cheek and dabbed my nose softly. 

He bit his lip and tilted my face to get a better angle on my nose. "You're going to have a black eye or something," I chuckled softly and looked him in the eyes. I mouthed an almost silent "thank you" and smiled at him. I noticed how pretty his eyes were, they were so dark, and beautiful. There was something specifically somber about his face. The words I could read inside his eyes didn't feel happy, or sad for that matter, just, like they were holding onto something that they were terrified to let go of, or rather, they couldn't let go of.  "What?" George asked in a whispery tone. "Nothing, I'm just...looking at your eyes," I told him. He looked up and we made eye contact. It was intense for a few moments that felt like they might never end until I realized I could feel his breath on my skin, and how close we really were. 

"Oh- sorry," He muttered. I only noticed his hand was still on my cheek when he moved it. "Right..." I muttered and backed away slightly. I was so tempted to kiss him. That's when it somehow just now cliqued in my brain. I think I really like George...or at least I like the thought of kissing him. Fuck it. I'm gay.

A/N: This was fun wasn't it. FUCKING HELL I'M CRYING THIS MOVIE HAS NO RIGHT BEING THIS SAD! You know something that will really make you cry, researching the attitude of queer people in the victorian ages. It's actually incredibly heartbreaking. Unless you're homophobic, although I assume you're either a homo yourself or a supporter since you're reading a DNF fanfic on Wattpad, and let's face it we're all a little bit gay. 


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