Confused(August Alsina)

Changing

(Later that day)

Vivian POV

We were leaving school and I was waiting in Aug's car thinking about random stuff and today in class. I'm so ready to beat this hoe ass I been waiting . I know everyone think because how I dress and act that I can't get a man but trust me I can I just dress like this and act the way I do because I don't have time for thirsty niggas always try a hit on me so I put my guard up and second I don't trust anyone but August, My Dad, and My Sister and Mama Sheila and its all my moms fault and I will never trust her again for what she did to me and my family .She is about the most fake person I ever seen . But she showed me wh-

Aug- why you in the car

Me- Cuz I'm ready to go

Aug- Okay give me about five minuets

Me- Ight hurry up

Aug- Punk you better watch who you talking too

Me- *laughs* please

August shut the door and left. Me and him been friends for about ten years now we met in the 3rd grade and been friends every sense then it's funny because I could not stand him at first .

FLASH BACK

I walked into my new class I moved from another part of Louisiana and I don't know anyone here so I decided to make some new friends the girls over there giving me looks so I'll go talk to the guys

Me-Hi I'm Vivian

Chris- Hey I'm Chris
Me-and you are. I asked the tall light skin boy who was just standing there looking at me

Chris-That's August but everyone call him Aug

August-If I wanted to tell her my name I would've said something . I don't know her
He just looked at me and walked off

Girls-*Laughs*

Chris-Don't worry about them they all just stuck up under August but you can hang with me

Me-ok
I smiled weakly and followed Chris . From that point on Chris was my best friend until shit turned.
(Weeks Later )

Me-Chris

???-And who are you

Me-I'm Vivian

???-Chris is this one of your little friends you don't need to be hanging with her look at how she dresses

Me-What's wrong with how I dress

???-Your clothes are baggy and ugly you don't even match

Me-Ok and I still have clothes

???- Don't get smart with me

And at that moment I knew I fucked up all of these other tall girls surrounded me and looked at me laughing . I was very short in 3rd grade so me compared to them was like trees compared to a flower

???-You know you messed up right you can't talk to me any kind of way because me and my girls will mess you up.

Me- Forget you and your girls can't whop me unless you jump me

???-Oh I don't have to jump you we can do this one on one

Me-Okay lets go

We got ready to fight and just as I swung she backed up and all of her girls jumped on me and kicked and punched me . I stayed like this for about a week . I had no friends to talk to Chris stopped talking to me and looking at me I was hurt. Until one day I was at the park with my little sister and all of them showed up including August and Chris . All of the girls walked over to me and started to jump me but got stopped by August . I looked up from my ball and he had his hand out for me to reach but I did not know if I should grab it or not because it could be a prank .