The secret of my life

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"Aren't you coming in?" Lotte looked at me, her hand on the doorknob. "Just before it, I light it," I said. She nodded and then opened the door. "So let me make my sister dizzy while chatting with one of your ribs for forty minutes," I heard Lou's voice. "I'm not dizzy with your sister! And where do you get that I talked to some "rib" anyway? "Zayn's answer came. Lott turned back to me and I shook my head signaling not to say anything. I took out a cigarette and lit it. Lou looked at me then. "The guy who I think is pushing you the only you text is just talking to one of his whores to fuck her in the evening," he snapped at me. "Lou, what are you talking about? There is nothing between us! Okay we smoke together at night sometimes, but that's it. We talk and it's done. You know, I messed with your boyfriend too, but think about it, it's like my brother now", I said calmly. "Yeah I remember you knew I like him, but you went on a date with him," he spat. "Is that still the case? Do you like Zayn and I kissed him before you did? "I looked deep into his eyes.

"Stop fucking, you all! You go and light it, "Harry poked his boyfriend's chest. "You go and jerk off because I see you haven't fucked in a week," he said to Zayn. "And you, come with me," he turned to me. I looked at the boy with raised eyebrows. I suppressed my cigarette and headed for the garage. "Come on, let's unpack Lott," I told her.

And Harry came with us without question. "What the hell happened?" I asked the boy irritably. "He was just upset that he had been talking to some chick on the phone for forty minutes and heard that he wanted to fuck the chick, and he was upset because I had softened him quite well, and it started to happen that if you came together he could accept" he explained packages. "I don't understand why he's upset that we were together" I shook my head. "Did you stir?" The question came from Lott. "If you knew I took your virginity, he'd probably be better off," Harry countered. "She took your virginity?" The girl standing between us asked in disbelief. "Yes and yes," I told her. "Woo, Lou's boyfriend, Harry Styles who was the womanizer for One Direction, did he take your virginity?" My sister wondered. "Yes," I said loosely. "You're lucky or many millions of girls want that," Lott said. "Okay, let's move on. Anyway, Harry was always just an average guy for me. You know who you randomly run into in the streets of Donny "I explained to my sister.

Lot and I went up to my room where we sorted out who we bought what and who they get what from. "We're going home on the twentieth," Lou entered through the door. "So far, we would have gone to twenty-third," I looked up. "The plan has changed. Niall doesn't have a plane that day, Nic comes home on the twenty-first, so Li wants to be home by the time his sister gets home, Waly has a race on the twenty-second and Zayn wants to be there. So that's how we talked about, because Li leaves on the twentieth, Ni travels that day, so we and Zayn go home on the twentieth, "he explained. "Yeah, when do you come to move in?" He asks. "Twenty-seven," I said with a sigh. "I'll come up then, and I guess Zayn and Li," he said. "Are we coming up together?" Came the next question. "Okay," I replied. "And make your New Year evening free. For the last time, we will be free, so we will party and you will be invited, "he said, leaving us alone. "Is Harry going to Christmas with us this year?" Lottie asked. "Yes, on the twenty-fourth he then goes home to Holmes Chapel" I told her. "I see," she nodded.

When we were done I went down to the living room and seat down between Li and Ni. " What about Zayn?" Liam asked as he threw his arm over my shoulder. "I think he's good," I replied calmly. "Didn't you see Harry?" Lotte entered the living room. "On the terrace with Louval," I replied. "But why are you looking for the curly?" I looked up at her. "I just want to talk to him, but not in front of Lou." "If you want to ask him what I mean," I began. "Don't worry, I'll just talk to him like my future brother-in-law," she smiled at me.

"Bry, come on," Harry walked toward me in the kitchen. I just frowned and then went after the boy. "What is it?" I asked. "I want to ask for his hand," he said, as if to say that his grandmother was dead. "And why do you say that?" I sat up across the kitchen island from him. "Oh, I'm just afraid of what if he say no! And you should come with me to a jewelry store, "he explained in case of doubt. "Hey-hey," I raised his head after I jumped out of my seat. "He's the only guy in the world who's never been able to say no to you, and he's been terribly in love with you since he first saw you. He can look at you like when you find the other half. He loves your stupid curly locks and your cute little boy dimple pointing smile, the way your sexy panties seductive colget advertising smile, all little stupid things you have is and everything you are" I explained looking into his eyes. "I love you Honey so much," he hugged me tightly. I smiled because I knew I had reassured him .

Hali," Zayn said, "can I ask Harry?" looked at the boy. "Sure, bro, of course," he said as he let me go and leaned against the counter. "Do I disturb?" I asked as I sat back on the kitchen island. Zayn just shook his head. "I just don't know how to handle the relationship between the two of you," he explained. "Just the way you handle your relationship with Lou. Just like my sister and her. Okay, I fucked her and mine is her virginity and I call her Honey, but it's already like it's my sister, so don't worry, there's nothing wrong" Harry said with Zayn's eyes. "Did you take it?" He asked in surprise. "Yeah in 10-11," he shrugged. "11 on your birthday," I looked at Harry. All I got from the boy was a seductive colget advertising smile in my panties. "You're no longer affecting me," I said with a laugh. "But you're still here or at home," he pointed to his chest. "I'll be home forever," I snapped, smiling. "I fucking love you Honey!" He said as he walked over to me and hugged me tightly."I'm too curly ," I pressed a kiss into his crown. "I know less and less where to put it," Zayn shook his head with a faint smile. "You know people's first true love will always last forever. They always stay there in a person's life and may transform into a close friendship, but they will always be there, and with Honey it is like that with us. Damn, I couldn't imagine my life without her. I don't even know the 16 years that I endured without her. But I would never be able to treat my girlfriend again in a stinky life because she is my sister who should always have been there with me. You can't look at your sisters as women either, you can't imagine them moaning under you. Okay Bry moaned under me already but I can no longer imagine this happening in the future. Do you understand? "Harry asked, hiding out of my embrace. "I see," Zayn nodded and walked over to me.

He looked at Harry who let go, and Zayn pulled me down a little, because sitting on the counter I was taller than him, he kissed me. "I love you Baby," he pressed a kiss to my lips. I swallowed as I looked at the boy's hazel brown eyes. "I'm ," I began, trying to fight the dumpling in my throat. I was afraid to say because I knew our "relationship" in a few days would be just an adventure that we both enjoy but life goes on and that's how it works. "You're not just an adventure," he whispered. "I love you, all I know is that a few days and we'll both go home and live on," I explained to him. " No Baby. Okay it may be a couple of months and I'll be touring again but we'll work it out believe me. We talk every day and it will be the end of the tour together okay? "He looked deep into my eyes. I just nodded before he smiled and then kissed.