The secret of my life

XIX

After I heard that my door closed, I opened it and opened my laptop . I would just start saying again when my phone rings.'Don't get mad, I couldn't stop H.''No problem I solved B.' "So a big tattoo, go on," Zayn asked after I looked up at him. "So to the right from the middle of my thigh to above my chest," I continued, thinking."Interestingly big enough," he smiled. "Uhum," I nodded. "From the little mermaid is the scene when Ariel rises out of the water on that stone and her circle hits the water.  And there are Flounder and Sebastian there too" I explained. "Woo I like it, and if you do, I'd be happy to accompany you," he smiled. "I'd rather have something less painful first," I thought. "So you want me to accompany you for the first time?" He asked. "Hmm, but I would have to figure out what to do first," I looked up at the boy's hazel brown eyes. "Honey, don't think too much or complicate it. I'm not saying that what comes to your mind for the first time is a tattoo, just that the first one isn't as important as it is. "He explained. "A puzzle piece that fits yours," I pointed to the screen where the boy's tattoo appeared. "Sure? It will remind me of a lifetime if you don't cover it with something, "he asked, a little worried. "Zayn, if we won't be together later, you've been a part of my life and I got things from you that I don't find so important right now, but in a few years they'll be defining things in my life. So whether I look back at the tattoo negatively or positively, it will always remind you that what I got from you  "I explained to him."You know that's one of the things I loved about you. Life is your perception, "he smiled. From then on, we started talking again. Jumping between topics.

I saw him look at the time and then he looked up at me."Let's go to sleep Baby," he said as he sat back in his chair normally. "It's only half past three," I said as I pulled myself even tighter. Because it was winter, which resulted in a cold, and I sat outside in the cold for hours. "Then at least go in," he asked. "And your eyes close anyway, my love," he said, watching my face. "Are we sleeping together?" I asked, muttering a little. "Sure, I sleep outside and inside you as always so good?" He asked as he stood up and went into his bedroom . "Yes," I nodded as I did as he did.

I put my laptop down on the part of my bed where he would lie and then hid under the blanket. "Are you in, baby?" He asked. I just nodded even though I was really sleepy and no longer had the strength to talk. "Are I in the right place then?" Came the next question. To which I reacted the same as before.Then there was silence between us, it was not embarrassing at all, it was a good case.I just scanned the boy while blinking deeper and deeper. "Don't force you to keep your eyes open, sweetheart," he said after looking for minutes. "But if I close it, I can't see you, and since I'm not lying on your chest like I used to be every night, I don't feel it, and then I miss you," I explained softly. "Will I be here until you really sleep well?Don't be afraid,"he whispered.